AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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Mum got me the unlimited sms plan! YAY!! ;D
But it will only be activated on Mon.
Oh well, i'll wait. I got another new phone, or should i say, OLD phone.
LOL. i've got W910i again. some more is red one. -.-

I've to conclude that i suffer from insomnia.
hais, i cant sleep ytd night and i started polishing my boots. -.-
all the way till 11, then Lucas called me.
crapped all the way to 2am, then i slept.
I woke up at 6.30 am, w/o the alarm. WOW.
I LOVE RACHEL TOH!!! <3

Breakfast at downtown mac later on with the girls! <3
Will update more later on. ;]


caizihao,
thanks for being there for
me when i needed you,
the things you said were
really nice, even though
it might not be true.
xie xie ni. (:





爱情有像雪花，落下来时很美，看上去很纯，捧在手心里，却化成了泪水。

Chim isn't it?
Unfortunately, its true.

Had speech day rehearsal today.
Got kicked out of GOH contingent,
i should be happy since i was
complaining about me being the
only one in it.
Oh well, thats life then.
So suay~ Now GOH no GB
liao, hais, what to do?
JENNIFER CHUA SUCKSSSS!!!
Why give me that face,
when it wasn't even my fault that
i din attend rehearsal on Mon?
GOD DAMN IT! %^&*
I was overseas goodness gracious.
Happy la, see me malu in front of
e entire contingent. zzz.

DANG DANG DANG!

And yes, there's rehearsal tmr too,
F***, see that face again.
SIAN AHHHH!!!~~
dun wan go sch on Wed,
wonder if my mum will allow,


imma CRYBABY!





I'm supposed to do my chinese homework but, well,

i started using the computer. -.-








But now it's over, it's over,

why is it over?

We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over,
it can't be overI wish

that I could take it back.








Why am i so suay?

Why oh why.

Hongsters hongsters on the loose. Zzz.

i'm tired, tired of being used, tired of

getting scolded, tired of be criticised.

I understand no one's perfect, oh well.

thats my life.

i'm just wasting my time, its not as if i have

the time in the world, i dun want to waste my

time as well, but, i cant choose.

Speech day rehearsal tmr.
Full uni lehs. Hais.
I've polished my boots. hahas,
SHINY!!!~~~

Time to start on my homework,
otherwise, i dun think i will
be able to finish my
BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI. ;D

Going out later to get a present.
Hahas. ;D

And, i'm still not done with my homework. :X
hais, i think i'm planning to write about him.
Just take it as the last thing i'll do.
How sad huh.

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界


你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界
Click.

BACK FROM BANGKOK!

Oh well, i'm back from Bangkok.
Kinda disappointed actually, its not
that great that it was mentioned.
Zzz.

AND, NewFuture factory outlet is not there. They dun even noe what's NEWFUTURE. THANKS SHERYN.
Then. FBT aint cheap there. And the material aint the same. THANKS SHERYN.

Hms, din manage to buy lots of things.
but i still spent alot.
I wonder why.
LaughOutLoud.
Didn't manage to get a thing for everyone, hais.

But i bought my contact lens. HAHA.
to me, its mission accomplished,
kinda stupid.

i'm lazy to post what happened each day. -.-
Sorry sheryn. HAHA.








Drill competition is finally over,
i wonder if i should ne happy.
Time flies, we were still training
for DC last year's Nov, and,
4 months past just like this.
Training with the 56th were
really fun.
Definetely much more disciplined.
HAHA;D

Well, at least our hard work paid off.
We've got BRONZE!
It wasn't expected.
Hms, really have to thank
the officers from 56th.
After DC, bused to St. Hildas sec,
293-ed to Tampines inter and had dinner
KFC with some of them.

And, i taught Cindy something.
看得开，想得开，放得开。
Well, kinda meaningful huh.
LOL. maybe i should learn to apply
it in my life.
In around 8 hours, will be flying off.
Hahas, im not going for speech day rehearsal
on Mon, hopefully she wun kick me out of the
GOH contingent. otherwise, i would have to
join the rest. ;X



no thoughts and feelings today~

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY
DING HAN & RACHEL!!!


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Tell me why.You're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me.I'm not over it.
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth.I'm just a little too not over you.

Hms, long day today. josephine sms-ed last minute ytd night to inform that there was Gb meeting today at Junyuan.

Time flies, few months back. we were still practicing for drill com. We still thought we had a long time, and we could afford to slack. But that wasn't the case i guess.

Hopefully, tmr I can watch Hes just not that into you with Jiaen tmr. Seriously dun want anything to crop up. ;D

i really have no time.
im in no mood to care about what u said to him.
i shud have known what type of person you were,
i guess i would just have to treat that i lost a fren?
Its hard to imagine that im actually thinking of this. but really.
Why did u do this to me? Promises are meant to be kept.
Not broken. I seriously dun have time to think abt this.
Well, just let it go.

Doing some personality quizzes right now.
Spent 2 hours on it. LOL

What's your personality love style?

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Well, its kinda true.


So tired.
Mood swings. Swing here, swing there. one day, its gonna swing my friends away.
LaughOutLoud.
Was it my fault?
who wishes to have mood swings?


To that bitch out there;
i noe u dun like to be called one.
who likes it i mean? if it's meant like
a joke. I'll let it pass.imagine, one
fine day, u receive a message
commenting on u that ur a slut and
some bitch who snatched other gals bf,
would u like it? could u like spare a thought
for others?not only did ur comments make
me uncomfortable.
it made Lucas angry too. i noe derrick's gone,
we cant expect u to listen to Lucas but gal.
PLEASE. stop ur comments. if ur still
holding on to the fact that i snatched ur
guy. get ur facts right aye. if i snatch.
we shud be tgt right? but, we're not.
im single. say whatever u want. but yes. i am
single.



LOL. Halimah drew this on my hand!
Love it. <3 color="#990000">nothing to talk about.
zzz. Right now, there's a bee buzzing in my ear, trying to tell me how shuai is luo zhi xiang.
zzz.


For the last time, i think of you.



Back from Junyuan.
i just realised, its only when i'm doing drills, i can calm myself down and not think of anything.
amazing aint it?
though tired, theres a sense of satisfaction. i don't know why either. Planned to meet Chris and group after Gb at the CC, but in the end, headed home.
Finalised the class tee design , and HELL.
ITS BEAUTIFULLLLL!!! ;D
LOL, i'm not exaggerating, but. YES, its wonderful. (:
GB's at headquarter tmr.
FULL UNI. haha.
will get promoted!!! YAY! xD
i've been waiting for SO long. Just for tmr. (:

Short of time these few days.
Really tired. Cant complain. i chose it myself.

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The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most