AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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“You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess”

March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010

In another 10 hours, I'll be away. :D
My bag is small, but fat. Haha.

School ended pretty fast today,
nothing much actually.
PTM was alright, Mum didnt get to see HIM.
Oh well, SO CLOSE, YET SO FAR.
Miss Huang told my mum that i am spending too much time on GB, well, thats a FACT, but i didnt expect her to say that to my Mum, James ong encouraged parents to not let students work part time. Damn it. My money flew away. :X

Utterly disgusting HIM,
Are you trying to act as him?
oh puhlease, we're close friends, so let us be honest with each other.
Firstly, you're so not like him,
He's a born-ahbeng, you're not, no matter how hard you try, you'll just be a step.
Secondly,
carrying a same bag as him, does not mean that youre him.
thirdly,
wearing skinnies doesnt make you an ah beng
Fourth,
Hanging out with ah bengs does not make you one, it just shows the HUGE contrast between you and him. It even make you seem that you're trying to get close with him, so as to join their group/gang.
Fifth,
i doubt you will smokoe, i doubt you will pierce.
So speaking dirty stuffs/vulgarities is so not cool for people like you.
Just let a gentleman be a gentle man alright?
Don't change because of circumstances.


Utterly disgusting HER and HER,(combine this for two people)
I cant believe what i heard this morning, but i swear that was so not nice!
Hey, get a life, my things, not yours, stop acting like it belongs to you ok?
ma de, act like you vry smart like that. EEWW, don't make me puke.
If you think acting in front of guys is nice, go get yourself a surgery first la.
Tsk, and you act before asking, what the fark is this? You took it when i wasn't around, when i came back, you then asked me if you could take it. Zzz,. you already took it right? Nb, If i say no how?
Return me ah? Please la, dun fake fake in front of guys can anot? damn disgusting leh, sometimes, i swear i doubbt your words. EVERY SINGLE LETTER/WORD THAT COMES OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH
IF you think you're pretty, get yourself a mirror, I'm not saying that i'm better, but at least i'm more natural.
Okay, there are so much more i want to say, but im running out of time.
damn.

Utterly disappointing HIM,
You've changed, so much, In the past, you wouldnt be happy about people's break up or whatsoever, ni bian le.
Why?
I want the old you back.

Utterly irritating HIM,
Whats over is over, kindly listen to You're Not Sorry, taylor swift,
There's a part which is explaining how i'm feeling now.
You dun have to call........ Blah blah blah,
get it?
I don want to be mean, tyvm :D




GOODBYE PEOPLE, Im leaving for good, haha, jk.
Back on mon! :DD



Didn't attend school today, rotting at home now.
Wonder if Jia en can go out. Hais, arbo i will bored to death. LOL.
Went to buy my daily contact lenses ytd, the price was 184. Is the number familiar?
HAHAHA. :D
I want to watch ANGELS AND DEMONS LA. Hais,
I should start packing my camp stuffs yea, since im so damn free.
My head hurts like fark now. I've finished a dozen of panadol from yesterday till today.
LOLs.
Will i die?

My maid is leaving tomorrow. D:
Six years, six LONGGGG years, just went like this.
Might be going to school later if there is dance.
GB spirit. :D




i would not regret
any decision i make
from today onwards.
:)


I should be thankful for everyday. :)

Okay, They say i'm supposed to be staying in the hospital because i love GB too much. -.-
Its commitment alright. :D
Went to GB HQ right after school, Mum took the wrong route, waste time. :X
Bought my POLO tee, socks, Hp strap and a file. HAHAHA. Devoted to Gbrigade, xDD
Went to Kovan for lunch, Reached school at 4.20pm, Thought i was late but they have not even started. ._.
hais, they changed the position for the dance, and i am standing beside NIGEL, Buahahaha. :D
He is darn cool man. :D
IM NOT THE TYPE WHO CAN DANCE, SERIOUS, IM MADE FOR MARCHING. TYVVVVM.
And yes, theres DRAMA-MA-MA tmr. BORING!!~~~
I wanna watch angels & demons, desperately.
I'm very tired. Vehli vehli tired. YAWNS.

Good bye, :D




why is it that i can
only use, so close;
yet so far to describe
the situation we're
in now? will it change?






Hello people, camp is in 4 days, scary.
Hopefully GB hq will allow people to buy things. LOL.
I need my socks. URGENT. ahahas.

Today sucked to the maximum. -.-
Thought that the rehearsal was 4pm for Gb, in the end, it was 5, got a slashing from Sharon Lam. Zzz.
Luckily i ran fast enough, otherwise, i would have bumped into him. LOL.
The dance went well, but the 'belittle' brigades. Damn them.
In the end, all who attended became reserves. FUCK! ZZZ.
omg, NIGEL IS SOOOOOO HANDSOME.
Did smth damn retarded with Sophia, i took the picture,
i became the bad guy, while she is the good guy. Shit.

Throw face week. Zzz.
How many times have i thrown my face in a week?
Hm, 4? Gosh, i need a mask tomorrow. No face see people liao.
He's darn cool, so dao, ahahas, rich man's son. BMW lehs.
why aren't i borned a year later. Haha, despo. :X







I LOVE GB , LOVE DAO BAO ZHA. :DDD
Nothing's gonna change my love for you~. LOL. just kidding.











Maybe its really gonna end,
i knew it was gonna end this
way from the beggining, better to end
it on a high note right?
duibuqi.


worlds apart.


Hoho, :D
They're backkkk. XDDD
So long le leh.
Went to the airport in the morning, fetched them and had Mac for breakfast, proceeded to Orchard while Sheryn and Lucas taxi-ed home.
Bought the things i wanted then here i am at home now. -.-
Life's getting boring, really boring. Hais, Mum and Dad tried to 'bribe' me to not work. LOL. :DD
I have no idea if working is a right choice, I'm sooooo busy.
Serious.
No time at all, i'll only be free for 1 week,
which i'll be going to
Palau Ubin,3D2N,
corporal's camp is in 6 days,
so damn not looking forward to.
Who knows there might be bitches.
hahs,
NYAA for 2 days,
there goes my Tues and Fri,
10th anniversary rehearsal,almost everyday. -.-
BB/GB camp, 3D2N. hais.

Currently listening to Yesterday by Leona Lewis,
its bringing all the memories back. -.-
Mei guan xi.
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Lets watch a video alright! :DD

When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it i'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

GB finally started!!! *smiles*
After ONE longggg month, FINALLYYYY.
It went great today, managed to make someone feel totally out of place, damn proud. ^^
Evil, but, its an eye for an eye.
After GB, bused to Ehub and lunched at Fish&Co.
Went to ehub, walk walk,
headed for Pasir ris park. :D
Started scolding/cursing there, threw stones. Had a GREATTT time. :D
Had talks with the Cindy and felt really better. xie xie ni! :)

Was gonna rain so went back to Ehub and slacked.
Left there at 4 plus.
going tm later on. xD

Pictures, :D







loves!! <3












As usual, i love complaining about the unfairness in the world.(ps, ifailedeng)
Haha, got back all the results, not surprising, i failed science. :X
The passes were horrible, terrible, vegetable. Ahahah. :D

School ended, sat down at the canteen with XinYing and started talking.
Only i was talking, because i was complaining, LOL.
Cindy came afterwards, she skipped her DC and crapped with us.
AND DAMN IT, I DID SOMETHING DAMNx10000 STUPID.
I cant stop thinking, cause its sth really dumb. I've LOST it!
Its even worse than losing my virginity. Nah, just kidding ,
Hais, VEXEDDDDDDDD tillllllllll the MAXXXXXXX. :X

The 'dance' thingy started at 4, 5 humans attended. haha, at least its SO much better than BB, kelian ah, 2 only. ): hahah, sarcastic. :DDD
The dance moves were CHILDISH, really lame. But, i can't remember the steps, as usual, short term memory. Song used, Rihanna, PLEASE DON'T STOP THE MUSIC, aint it a little too old? Haha, maybe mr. azhar(dkhowtospell) likes it. LOL. Ended at 5, sooooo much earlier than expected.

Mrt-ed to dan bin ni, went to the CC, they were playing bball, the weather was really great, it only started raining when i got home. xD Damn tired, weird aye, didn't do anything also feel tired, OMT, i old liao.




KARMA

what goes around comes around,





Oh my, i tried n0t to hate you
but your attitude sucks to the MAXX.
damn you, I'm not saying that my attitude
is good, but definitely better than you.
md, you thought you got him you big ah
wtf, dun want come your effing prob la,
haolian this haolian that, i seriously dun
get why she chose you, not her, f***. If
only you could vanish. Zzz.







We Used To Have This Figured Out;
We Used To Breathe Without A Doubt.
When Nights Were Clear, You Were The First Star That I'd See.
We Used To Have This Under Control.
We Never Thought.
We Used To Know.
At Least There's You, And At Least There's Me.
Can We Get This Back?
Can We Get This Back To How It Used To Be?


I'm gonna die VERY soon. :X

I got back my results, one word. SHIT. :D

Die lohs, retain liao. Well, retaining is so much better than dropping to NA
I'm still running, still running away from the awkwardness, the truth, the pain, without realising that, no matter how hard i try to run, hide, we will still clash into each other.
God knows which class we're going into next year. The same? Beside each other? Same P.E?
Forget about it.


Few days ago, i've just realised that i was the ONLY one who landed myself into this shit, i caused my own misery. What you did was just to let yourself feel better, cant imagined that i pushed all the blame on you, thinking that you were the one who was afraid of commitment, but in actual fact, it was me.
Blaming people is what i'm good at. I want to change, but how?
Its not fair, for the people being blamed.
Commitment comes in different kinds.
To me, there is commitment in your work and commitment towards the person you are with, in short , your partner.
Commitment towards work is rather simple actually. Just like commitment towards CCA, i'm proud of my commitment towards GB. But, GB is not my life, though i hope it could be.
Commitment towards your partner, thats one thing which i cant learn/do.
I'm not sure if that can be learned. gaining trust is not easy, for me.

Hais, exams are over, i have alot of time for me to think. Too much time actually. LOL.
I think i can say bye bye to my $$.
The stoooooopid rehearsal for 10th anni is like for the entire hols ke yi ma? Zzz.
$400+++ , zai jian le. ):
People changes, so do i.
Its just that i din realise.

Sunday de pics,

wo de cupcakes, abigail de recipe. LOL

Tiongxim to GB, speechless aye. :D



If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it’s better than where we are now
But after going through this,
it’s easier to see the reason why


Gosh, im bored to death.
I regret not going out today, -.-
Right now, its just waiting for 12pm, go to the airport, come home.
NO LIFE. Zzz.
Another choice, go to clark quay and see the guys having their tattoo done.
Sounds so damn bloody. Not a good choice actually,
okay, seems like theres no place for me to go.
damn youtube, sayd that my Javascript is not enabled or whatever shitzxzxz.
Then i cant watch my MIT. ._.

I LOVE DAUGHTRY MAN ;DD


our love is like a song
but you just won't sing along



This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS.
Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don’t think and don’t go back and change. Doesn’t matter how random it is, just type it! Repost it for all of your (bored) friends. Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this!

Beer: Heineken
Food: KFC.
Relationships: HAHA.
Your CRUSH: Crushed
Power Rangers: so lame. -.-
Life: Tiring.
The President: Me. :D
Yummy: Food?
Cars: Convertibles
Movie: yes man
Halloween: Pumpkin
Sex: Fuck
Religion: Buddhist.
Hate: her
Fear: Him
Marriage: Awesome
Blondes: Ang mohs
Slippers: Ripples
Shoes: Mondo
Asians: You, me ,us
Pass time: Breathing.
One night stand: Go geylang
My cell phone: My life
Smoke: waste money
Fantasy: Final Fantasy. LOL
College: I want poly
High school life: Still quite long
Pajamas: sleep
Stars: In the sky
Center: Of attraction
Alcohol: Drunk
The word love: is pain
Friends: My life
Money: I want it to fall from the sky. :D
Heartache: Kill myself
Time: Turn back
Divorce: Divorce what for get married
Dogs: hao peng you
Undies: UNDERRRWEARRR
Parents: Nag , nag and nag
Babies: IRRITATING
Ex: Ex-bf
Song: If i let you go- Westlife
Color: RED
Weddings: under the stars.
Pizza: Pizza hut
Hangout: Void deck.
Rest: Sleep
Goal: One step at a time
Inspiration: GOD

DONE! Hahaha. ;D

I really wish that money could drop from skies above.
Like, who doesnt? LOL.
I'm really broke, oh well, its Sunday, at least i'll get my allowance. :}

Two weeks more to HOLIDAYSSSS!!!!:D
Cant wait mans, Camp camp and more camps. ILOVECAMPS BIGTIME,SMALLTIME, MEDIUMTIME, LOL.
xD
Outing to P.U. is still not comfirmed. hais. ):


but if I let you go
I will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will I ever see
you smiling back at me

haha, this song is VERY nice. ;D





Bye people, off to BAKE. :D

我是真的为你哭了
就在这一刻
全世界,伤心角色
又多了我一个

-BORED-
So im gonna do this quiz from rachel's blog.

1)Are you really ready for 98 questions?
- Ya?

2)Was your last real relationship a mistake?
- Nope.

3)Do you love your friends?
- To the maximum.

4)Who did you last say “I love you” to?
- Charlyn

5)Do you regret it?
- Regret saying i love you? LOL.

6)Have you ever been depressed?
- YES. Who doesn't?

7)Are you a boy or girl?
- girl.

8)What is your relationship status?
- Single

9)How do you want to die?
- Peacefully in front of a sunset. xD

10)What did you last eat?
- Sweets

11)Played any sports?
- No

12)Do you bite your nails ?
- No

13)When was your last physical fight?
- Im so not violent. ._.

14)Who are your best friends?
- You know if you are one. :]

15)Do you have an attitude?
- Everyone has their own attitude.

16)Do you like someone?
- I like everybody. LOL

17)What is your real name?
- AvrilTanXinYi

18)Do you like this quizz?
- Zzz

19)Are you gonna get high later ?
- I doubt so

20)Do you hate anyone at the moment?
- Yes.

21)Do you miss someone?
- Yea?

22)Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
- Twirl.

23)Do you tan a lot?
- No.

24)Have any pets?
- No

25)How exactly are you feeling?
- Tired.

26)Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
- Like who doesn't. zz.

27)Ever made out in the bathroom?
- No

28)Would you take any of your ex-es back?
- Yea.

29)Are you scared of spiders?
- Kinda.

30)Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
- Yes Yes YES!

31)Do you regret anything from your past?
- Yes! Alot.

32)What are your plans for this weekend?
- Shop, bake, SHOP

33)Do you want to have kids?
- Nah, if i can choose.

34)Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
- No.

35)Do you type fast?
- Well, i dunno

36)Do you have piercings?
- Yea.

37)Want any more?
- Yea.

38)Can you spell well?
- I think so

39)Do you miss anyone from your past?
- Yeah..

40)What are you craving right now?
- Is MONEY considered?

41)Ever been to a bonfire party ?
- Whats that?

42)Who is your first love?
- Hm

43)Have you ever been on a horse?
- yea

44)Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
- no?!

45)Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
- I doubt so

46)Have you ever been cheated on?
- Yea

47)Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
- I dont think so

48)Do you love your bf?
- Yea

49)Would you live with someone without marrying them?
- Depends.

50)What should you be doing ?
- Nothing

51)What’s irritating you right now?
- Nothing?

52)Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
- Yeah.

53)Does somebody love you?
- :D

54)What is your favorite colour ?
- RED!

55)Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- Yea. Lol.

56)Do you have trust issues?
- Yes.

57)Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- Still ok la

58)Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
- I wouldnt want to know.

59)Who was the last person you cried in front of or heard you cry
or knew tht you cried?
- hm, 3 or 4 of them?

60)Do you give out second chances too easily?
- Yea. People make mistakes.

61)Is it easier to forgive or forget?
- Forgive.

62)Is this year the best year of your life?
-Hell NO

63)What was your child hood nickname?
- UMM. Idk.

64)Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
- NO.

65)Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
- Definitely.

66)What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
- Sms.

67)What is bothering you?
- Results, MONEY and something else.

68)Have you ever been out of your province?
- Province sounds so CHINA. LOL

69)Do you play the Wii?
- No.

70)Are you listening to music right now?
- Yeap.

71)Do you like Chinese food?
- Yea, Im a chinese right.

72)Do you know your father's birthday?
- Of course la.

73)Are you afraid of the dark?
- not really

74)Is cheating ever okay?
- Well it depends.

75)Are you mean?
- Try me.

76)Can you keep your white shoes clean ?
- Nope

77)Do you believe in true love?
- Well it depends..

78)Do you like the outside?
- It depends

79)Are you currently bored?
- Yea.

80)Do you wanna get married?
- Like who doesnt.

81)Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
- Not cute, but sweet?

82)Are you hungry?
- Damn full

83)Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
- -.-

84)What makes you happy?
- Im quite easily happy.

85)Would you change your name?
- No.

86)Ever been to Alaska?
- No.

87)Do you watch the news?
- Sometimes.

88)What’ s your zodiac sign?
- PIG.

89)Do you like Subway?
- Yeah.

90)Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
- Yes. Definitely.

91)Do you talk like your friends?
- Yes. If i hang out with them for very long.

92)Have you ever seen someone you knew&purposely avoided them?
- Yea.

93)Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
- Yea.

94)Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
- ZW.

95) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- Yes. Definetely

96) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- I dunno

97) Favourite lyrics right now?
- Could've loved you all my life If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

98)Can you count to one million?
- Im not so bored to do that.


DONE. :D

Exams arent that bad actually, at least i would have something to do, not like now. rotting at home.
Went to Bugis just now with Jia En, Bought the dress/top (whatever you call that) which i wanted SO BADLY, and i realised i look weird in it. -.-
So gu niang all of a sudden, LOL. xD
Bought a belt and a pair of shorts. $30 in all, still okay actually, Thirty bucks for a set of clothes. LOL.
But i doubt i'm gonna wear that out. It spells W-E-I-R-D. HAHA!
Should i go to Bugis again on MON?
hms, after shopping, went to Bugis Junction or dont know what to have our late lunch at KFC. Budget you mei you. :D
Trained home at 5. About to bus home when Jocelyn called me.
She wanted to pirce het tragus. And i accompanied her, T1-ed and Tm-ed. Another round of shopping spree. Not enough $$. SADDED. D;


Two choices,
Stay at home and rot w/o spending a cent or
Go out and declare bankrupt.
HAIS!

Did a quiz last night at Facebook, and the results were SHOCKING.
Its better to not talk about it. :X


MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade






Its rather funny when i said i hated this song, yet i'm listening to it.
Okay, make this post ITALIC.
Exams finally over, FINALLYYYYY.
Paper ended at 10. Trained to TM, lunched at kopitiam,

wanted to re-watch 17 Again, but the time slots are LATEEE.
Went walking around, Precious thoughts, popular, music junction. etc

Abigail went home, while i went to Yanli's house and take my baking trays.
HSH @ 2.30.

Received a call from Charlyn and she said that she is free! Bused down and baked. :D
Edited the recipe, it didn't make much difference. Haha, icing was fun. Fun to make also. Rather time/patience consuming. LOL. Didn't manage to get it right for the first time. Pizza for dinner, $40, for 2 person, 2 reg piza, 12 drumlets, 2garlic bread. -.- din even manage to finish one of the pizza, the garlic bread was untouched, the drumlets were still left with half a dozen. So waste, haiyo, also not i pay. xDDD


Pictures. :D




Icing. :D



Jia En's

Are You's.
1. Are you single - Nope.
2. Are you happy - Not really?
3. Are you bored - Kinda.
4. Are you fair - So not.
5. Are you intelligent - No
6. Are you honest - It depends
7. Are you nice - Of course. :D
8. Are you Irish - Whats that ah?

Facts About You.
1. Full name - Avril Tan Xin Yi
2. Nickname - Chen xin yi
3. Birth place - Singapore, East Shore hospital
4. Hair colour - Brown-black
5. Natural hair style - Straight?
6. Eye colour -Black brown
7. Date of birth - 18th April 1995
8. Mood - Luan.
9. Favourite Colour(s) - Black, Red,White
10. One place you like to visit - Paris

Questions About My Love Life.
1. Have you ever been in love - Yes
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - No
3. Do you currently have a crush - whats the diff between a crush & a bf
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - i doubt so
6. Have you have your heart broken - Yes
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yes
8. Are you afraid of commitment - yes
9. Who was the last person you hug - Jocelyn
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to - Your Mum

This or That.
1. Love or Lust - Love
2. Hard liquor or beer - Beer.
3. Cat or Dog - Dogs
4. A few best friends or regular friends - Few best friends
5. Creamy or crunchy - Crunchy.
6. Pencil or Pen - Pen
7. Wild night out or a romantic night in - romantic night in
8. Money or happiness - both, :D
9. Night or day - Day.
10. IM or phone - Phone

Have You Ever's.
1. Been caught sneaking out - Yes
2. Seen a polar bear - not sure
3. Done something you regret - Yes, always
4. Bungee jump - Nope, but hopes to try
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - no.
6. Finished entire jaw breaker - huh???
7. Been caught naked - No
8. Wanted an ex gf/bf back - Yes.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - no pet
10. Wanted to disappear - Yes.

Lasts
1. Last phone call you made - Abigail
2. Last person you hugged - Jocelyn
3. Last person you hung out with - Abigail, Yanli
4. Last time you worked - Not working YET
5. Last person you talked to - Abigail
6. Last person you IM'D - shen me lai de?
7. Last person you text - ws
8. Last person you went movie with - forgot.
9. Last person/thing you missed - GB. :D
10.Last website you visited - sogou.com



I LOVE QUIZZES
.Maths paper two was still ok, thanks to karin wong. :D LOL
But i din have time to check the paper. ;X
Went to KFC for breakfast and went shopping around.
I finally found out that the CD i wanted so badly is 1o1 love songs. haha.
And obviously, i don't have the money. -.-
mei guan xi, i will earn it, :D I saw a bible at Popular and it was no damn nice. haha,
but the price was even nicer. $45++ I will consider buying if it was $30. Hais, so sad.
Gonna spend some time on my art later on. xD









突然好想回到从前, 对不起.
trust me with your heart.

avriltan knows she should be studying for maths now, but shes not.
avriltan knows that by the rate shes spending, shes gonna be broke really soon.
avriltan knows that there are bitches everywhere.
avriltan also knows that there is no way to 'remove' these bitches out of her life.
avriltan is tired of being bitched.
avriltan is waiting for the last episode of pili MIT.
avriltan thinks that yan ya lun is damn cute.
avriltan needs a job badly, cos shes in need of $.
avriltan is in need of $, so shes going job hunting tmr.
avriltan is regretting about the things i said ytd.
avriltan is also sorry abt the things i said.
avriltan is good at regretting stuffs, because thats her.
avriltan wishes someone could invent a timemachine for her to turn back time.
avriltan loves daydreaming all the time, because thats not possible.
avriltan loves Gb to the MAXXXXX. :D
avriltan is trying her very best to _ _ _ _ _ _
avriltan is BORED. thats why this post is here.




50 Little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what. (:

01. Who was your last text from?
Felicia

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Night safari

03. Your relationship status?
Single

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes

05. What is your current mood?
Waiting for tuition

06. How many siblings do you have?
1

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
What has that got to do with you? LOL

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Shopping

09. Have a crazy side?
Who doesn't?

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Yea

11. Something you do a lot?
Spent money.

12. Angry at anyone?
yes, pissed rather

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Not applicable

14. When was the last time you cried?
bu zhi dao

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
I have no idea

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Thinking abt all the stupid things i did that day

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Jocelyn

18. What is your favorite song?
IN THE END. :D

19. What are you doing right now?
What else? DOING THIS THING LAH.

20. Who do you trust right now?
Close friends.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
i forgot.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Jocelyn, ahaha, ;D

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Abigail

24. Describe your life in one word?
Speechless

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Is GB considered ? LOL

26. What should you be doing right now?
Studying.

27. What are you listening to?
Candles by Hey monday

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
hmmmm

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
LWS

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Haha, i don't know.

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black, brown

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Abigail?

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

34. What do you hear?
Delta Goodrem and another guy. LOL

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Sorry, english bu hao

37. Do you have a best friend?
Yeap

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Hmmmm

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yup :D


40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
When i was very young.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Not really, but 人 must 知足

42. Are you currently jealous?
Yes.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Earrings

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Forgot

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes,

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I doubt so

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Yes.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Last month? To get a MC, lol

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
I slept damn early. 8.30pm . i guess

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nope.

somehow, i managed to 'compile' a folder of happy songs.
LOL, i just realised it wsa rather hard for me to do that because almost all the songs i have are sadddddd. OK, nid to change yea. :D
Marriage, a word which seems so simple, yet profound.
Why do people get married, when they get a divorce?
is marriage just a name, putting on a show, showing people how loving they are? showing people how rich they are? Will there really be a case of true love?
being married means you're tied down i guess.
If thats the case, why do people still want to get married, go through the rituals whatever.
Its so confusing, just like science.
Hahs, as usual, you shi flunk science liao. hais. The most i can get is 30/100 i think.
I would be happy really if i can get 25 and above.
I might be the one with the lowest score in 2/6 or the lowest in the entire level.
Oh well, there's a first time for everything.
ZW says that my blog is so wordy. -.-
but wo xi huan. xD
take a look around, and you will realise there are so so so so many blogs that are even wordier than mine. LOL.
DnT is tmr, no doubt, sure fail. Who knows, i might retain this year, or maybe drop t NA, hopefully, retain, going to NA is as good as killing myself. :X








i knew it,
i knew everything will
go wrong, thanks for being
so understanding, but, im
not worth your time and
such.i hope you know i've
tried really really hard.

I OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE THAT IM GONNA FAIL SCIENCE TERRIBLY TOMORROW.




SI LE SI LE, :X








currently watching SM's wedding . LOL.
hen mei, tian si ren le :D

Whats your maths equation for love? LOL

Read this on ytd's newspaper. Xieyunyi ang chenhong yu got married, and theres an article abt them.
Chenhongyu's equation is LOVE = DxT
Which is Love = Diamond x time.
Xieyunyi's Love = SM
Shawn & Michelle.

LOLs.
Come to think of it, wo de shi
LOVE= T to the power of two T square in short. LOL
Love = Time x tears.


i'm bringing my younger sis out later.
so UNBELIEVABLE ALRIGHT. zzz






Every second counts 'cause there's no second try

tai hao le, ;D
i've linked all the people who im supposed to link, invited all the people im supposed to invite. xD

hao de, its time to study le.
s-c-i-e-n-c-e ,

is gonna kill me, YAY! :D

orchardddd wo lai le,
zai jian :D











I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

wo hen men, so, i decided to do all the quizzes that im supposed to do. lolz.



Charlyn's

Do you have secrets ?
-Yea

Would you fall in love with someone younger than you ?
-Most probably not.

Do you enjoy going to school ?
-It depends.

What would you do with a billion dollars ?
-Buy the things that i want.
-Donate to cancer society.
-Build homes for the needy . (OMG, i so you ai xin :D)

Will you fall in love with your best friend ?
-I'll try not to.

Which is more blessed , being loved , or loving someone ?
-Being loved. (:

List out 15 favourite songs
-Over you.
-If today was your last day
-很想你
-没那么爱他
-Thats why you go away
-25 minutes
-Over my head
-Have you ever
-Never had a dream come true
-Almost here.
-Tongue tied
-A little too not over you
-Second chance
-We don't have to look back now
-Kidnap my heart

If you found out that the person you admired is attached , what will you do ?
-Nth, he's not mine. LOL

Is there anything that has made you truly and extremely happy ?
-GB! :D and the people around me that i care about.

What makes you angry ?
-two faced bitches bitching around.

How would you see yourself in 10 years' time ?
-Having a stable job and being rich. Probably preparing to have my own family. LOL

Who is currently the most important person to you ?
-idk, they're all important, cant live w/o. (:

Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor ?
-Single & rich.

What is my fave colour ?
- Red, black, white

Would you give in all in a relationship ?
-No, its a kind of 'protection'. Haha. xD

If you fell in love with 2 people , who would you pick ?
- The one who loves me more.

Would you forgive and forget the person no matter how horrible he/she has treated you ?
- Depends on the situation. But i doubt i will forget.

What do you want to tell the person you like ?
-Xie xie ni. :D

What type of person will you fall in love with ?
-Someone who is willing to love me for who i am.

another charlyn's,

Starting time : 7.20pm
Name : AVRIL TAN XINYI
Shoe size : 5 or 6
Height : 156?
Where do you live : Dan bin ni (:
Favourite drinks : Green tea

Have you ever :
Broken someone's heart ?
-I hope not

Been on a plane ?
-yea .

Fallen asleep at school ?
-Yea

Fell off your chair ?
-yes. LOL

Sat by the phone all night cause you were waiting for someone to call .
-Yes, though retarded

Saved emails .
-Yea

What is your room like ? : Simple?
The last thing you ate : Pocky.
Ever had chickenpox : Yeah
Had sore throat : yes
Broken nose : no
Believe in love at first sight : nah, not realistic
Likes a picnic :depends with who

Last person who made you smile : Jocelyn?
You last yelled at : My sister

Today ,
Did you talk to someone you like ?
-Yea.

Fall sick .
-Nope

Talk to an ex .
-Nope

Miss someone .
-i guess so

Eat .
-Yup

Sleep with stuffed toys ?
-Yes.

Who do you really hate ?
-HER. and Her, and HER.

What time is it now ?
-7.27pm

Is there a person on your mind right now ?
-Yes

Do you have any siblings ?
-Yea, i hope i didn't

Do you want children ?
-No.

Do you smile often ?
-yea.

Do you like your handwriting ?
-Yes , sometimes no .

Are your toenails painted ?
-yes

Who's bed other than yours would you wanna sleep in ?
- ________'s . LOL

What colour shirt are you wearing now ?
-LIME GREEN Camp UNITY shirt. haha.

What were you doing at 7pm last night ?
-At the airport. STUDYING. :D

Are you a friendly person ?
-Depends to who.

Any pets ?
-No.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now ?
-Most probably sleeping at home. LOL

Do you sleep with the TV on ?
-If i fall asleep

Have you ever crawled through a window ?
-I think i did last year during class chalet. LOL

Are you too forgiving ?
-Sometimes YES

Are you closer to your mum or dad ?
-My niang. (:

Who was the last person you cried in front of ?
-A few. Cant rmb

How many people can you say you really love ?
- I don't know. Whats the definition of love, LOL

Do you eat healthy ?
-I doubt so

Do you still have pics of you and your ex ?
- Should leave the past behind.

If you're having a bad day , who do you go to ?
- Depends on who is free.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time ?
- Not too loud, not too quiet.

Things i was doing 10 years ago
-Studying at apple tree?

ABIGAIL's & Charlyn's (its the same thing) LOL



1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
Cheeks?

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Freedom? cos my mum's overseas. LOL

3.Who was the last person/people you took pictures with ?
GB? longggg time ago.

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
Maybe

5.Will you ever donate blood ?
Yes.

6.Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex ?
Yup

7.Do you want someone to be dead ?
YES YES YES. Simply wished they never existed.

8.What does your last text message say ?
(abigail will kill me if i typed it out.)

9.What are you thinking right now ?
How andd where to get MONEY. $.$

10.Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
-I think so

11.What was the time you slept last night ?
11-12 am?

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Its FOC, included in the camp fee i think.

13.Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yea

14.Who was the last person who texted you ?
ABIGAIL :D

15.Think of 10 lucky people to do this quiz .
1) Weishi
2) Jia En
3) Abigail
4)Yan Li
5)Lucas
6)Sheryn
7)Jocelyn
8)Zhiwei
9)Derrick
10)Chris


16.Who is no.2 (Jia en) having a relationship with ?
She's SINGLE. :D

17.Is no.3 (Abigail) a male or female ?
Female. BUT, she'll ask, how are you so sure? LOL

18.If no. 7 (Jocelyn) and no.1 (Weishi) got together , would it be a good thing ?
They better don't -.-

19.What is no.1 (Weishi)studying about ?
Um, product desighn i think

20.When was the last time you chatted with no.6 (sheryn) ?
few days back?

21.Is no.4 (Shirleen) single ?
Yea.

22.Say something about no.h ( Lucas)
A very bu yao lian de nan ren, but is always there when i need help.

23.What do you think of no.3(Abigail) and no.6(Sheryn) getting together ?
I doubt they're lesbians. But they both have people they like. (:

24.Describe no.9 (Derrick)
He's EXTREMELY nice, EXTREMELY shuai. :D

25.What will you do if no.6(Sheryn) and no.7(Jocelyn) fight ?
Most probably they'll end up in the hospital. LOL

26.Do you like no.8 (ZhiWei)?
Yea, he's nice. (:


Zoey's

1.My name
is Avril

2.My age
is 14

3.Attached/Single ?
Single

4.Five of my close friends
-Abigail
-Yanli
-Jia en
-Lucas
-Sheryn

5.My two fave colors .
-Black & Red

6.Storybook/Comic ?
- None

7.Do I have a crush ?
Whats the difference between a crush and a boyf?

8.Has an unknown person asked for your number before ?
-No need to ans this

9.If yes , did you give it ?
- No need to ans this


10.Name two guy friends you are close to .
-Lucas and Derrick .

12.Do you play online games ?
-sometimes when i have nth better to do.

13.Do you play maplestory ?
-No

14.Do you play audition ?
-No

15.Favourite numbers ?
-18

16.Fave alphabets ? ( Letters of the alphabet , you mean .)
- A, G, B, M?

17.Would you rather go out with your stead or friends ?
-Depending who is it .

19.Do you trust your stead ?
-I think i should

20.Money or friends ?
- Friends

21.Anime or drama ?
-Drama.





Spent one hour +++ doing these quizzes,
lol, quite fun though. NO LIFE. :D



Sth random,


Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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Charlyn's AGAIN, but this looks fun. xD


1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
- I fell. LOL

2. WHAT’S ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
- He wei jian de poster. :D

3. DO YOU SNORE, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
- How would I know. -.-

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
- Any latest songs you can find, and sad songs . (:

5. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
- 11.53 pm i think

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
- Turn back time.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
- The past?

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION (S)?
- Huh? Whats that?

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
- 156. short short ._.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
- Huh?

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
- No

12. THE LAST THING TO MAKE YOU CRY?
- Stupid thoughts

13. WHAT’S YOUR WORST FEAR?
- Fearing the fear

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- Brown black?

-15. WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED AT?
- At the beach, in front of a sunset. :)

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
- Anything

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
- Cheese.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW WHAT WOULD IT BE?
- Um, Japanese food?

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
- Black and Red.

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
- NO

21. WHAT IS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU HAVE EVER RECEIVED?
- friends? him? i dunno.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
- WHATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN AND BOYF & A CRUSH?!!!

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
- huh? whats this?

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
- im not fussy

25. WHO IS YOUR FAV MALE/FEMALE CELEBRITY?
- He wei jian, Yan ya lun. etc.

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
- Nope

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
- i dont have a pet

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
- Try not to.

29. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ATTACKED BY A WILD ANIMAL?
- erm, NO

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1 TO 100.
- 9

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
- Brunettes.

32. FAVORITE QUOTE.
- If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.

33. FAVORITE PLACE.
- East Coast, :D

34. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN OUT OF SINGAPORE?
- Yes.

35. YOUR WEAKNESS?
- Too sensitive, too easily pissed, too forgiving.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
- If you consider He wei jian as famous. LOLOLOLOL

37. FIRST JOB?
- Not yet

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
- Yes

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
- Maybe.

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
- Doing other quizzes

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
- I dunno if i did one when i was born, LOL

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
- the way i think/view things. LOL

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
- No

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
- I don't know.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
- I don't want any kids, ._.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER SOMEBODY?
- When i was borned, AVRIL LAVIGNE was still a nobody.

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- too flirtatious?

48. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU LIKED ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
- No idea

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
- Herbal Essences.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- Sometimes yes, sometimes no.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
- bu zhi dao la

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
- shei mei you?

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
- YES, VERY EASILY JEALOUS

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- Why not? LOL

55. WHATS THE LONGEST RELATIONSHIP YOU HAVE WITH SOMEONE?
- 9 months. ._.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
- Sometimes.

57. HOW DO YOU REALIZE ANGER?
- When i feel like killing.

58. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD DIE WITHOUT YOUR CELL PHONE?
- Yes.

59. WHAT’S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
- Be rich, rich and rich.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
- Barbie. ;D

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
- Who would bother to count?

62. WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
- Nah

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM
- Yes

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MAC AND CHEESE?
-Mac and Cheese.

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Sincerity, devotedness, kindness :D

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
- Ah-vrul

67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
- Reading people's mind. And killing someone w/o people knowing, HAHA

68. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
- currently its M.I.T.

69. WHAT’S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
- Start a fight. LOL, just kidding

70. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
- Cookies and cream / mint?

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
- Yes.

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
- No, its in the STUDY room

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
- Sleep

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
- Town area.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
- no?

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
- If today was your last day

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
- Water.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- LWS

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- Looks.

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
- Go shopping

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
- HER

82. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR?
- SPRING

83. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
- Im fine with anything

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
- No, its hard to completely trust someone

85. IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
- Blackish brown?

86. EYE COLOR?
- blackish/brown.

87. SHOE SIZE?
- 5-6

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
- KFC.

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
- ThaiExpress, Kuishin Bo

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
- Yes

91. WATCH TV TODAY?
- Yes.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
- xin nian

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
- not a music kinda person

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
- whats that?

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
- Hugs

96. FAVORITE MOVIE?
- Dont know

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
- mang guo hong cha

98. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
- Why not? im a POTENTIAL HOUSEWIFE. xD

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- Nth

100. DESCRIBE YOUR.RELATIONSHIP STATUS:
- Attached


wo zhen de shi chao ji wu liao,
wu liao dao zuo yi bai ti wu liao de wen ti. :x
its 8.52 pm now. -.-