AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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“You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess”

March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010

We Used To Have This Figured Out;
We Used To Breathe Without A Doubt.
When Nights Were Clear, You Were The First Star That I'd See.
We Used To Have This Under Control.
We Never Thought.
We Used To Know.
At Least There's You, And At Least There's Me.
Can We Get This Back?
Can We Get This Back To How It Used To Be?


I'm gonna die VERY soon. :X

I got back my results, one word. SHIT. :D

Die lohs, retain liao. Well, retaining is so much better than dropping to NA
I'm still running, still running away from the awkwardness, the truth, the pain, without realising that, no matter how hard i try to run, hide, we will still clash into each other.
God knows which class we're going into next year. The same? Beside each other? Same P.E?
Forget about it.


Few days ago, i've just realised that i was the ONLY one who landed myself into this shit, i caused my own misery. What you did was just to let yourself feel better, cant imagined that i pushed all the blame on you, thinking that you were the one who was afraid of commitment, but in actual fact, it was me.
Blaming people is what i'm good at. I want to change, but how?
Its not fair, for the people being blamed.
Commitment comes in different kinds.
To me, there is commitment in your work and commitment towards the person you are with, in short , your partner.
Commitment towards work is rather simple actually. Just like commitment towards CCA, i'm proud of my commitment towards GB. But, GB is not my life, though i hope it could be.
Commitment towards your partner, thats one thing which i cant learn/do.
I'm not sure if that can be learned. gaining trust is not easy, for me.

Hais, exams are over, i have alot of time for me to think. Too much time actually. LOL.
I think i can say bye bye to my $$.
The stoooooopid rehearsal for 10th anni is like for the entire hols ke yi ma? Zzz.
$400+++ , zai jian le. ):
People changes, so do i.
Its just that i din realise.

Sunday de pics,

wo de cupcakes, abigail de recipe. LOL

Tiongxim to GB, speechless aye. :D