AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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this is weird.
the post before this hasnt been posted, but its supposed to be posted.
It seems to be lagging. LOL.
Oh well, posted it. HAHAHA.
this post is just for this thing.




no mood for anything now,


the way you think, is the way you work it out.

Okay, I've been crapping on the phone wuth Sheryn since, 6pm,
and now, 9pm. -.-
As usual, the topic, R/S.
& IMAGINE, SHE SAID SHE MISSES SCHOOL. -.-
Who was the one who begged her parents to let her drop out of school? =.= LOL.
back to topic~
I'm happy for her, in fact im envious. 1 1/2years.
WOWWWW!
Very long to me. It takes both parties to be commited.
Both parties to give, both parties to communicate etc.
Maybe there really are exceptions in relationships.
Maybe my view on r/s is really wrong.
I'm trying to change, but, HOW?
LOL. :D

In the beggining, they'll just say, I DON'T MIND,
as time goes by, guarantee. Confirm will mind one.
Not trying to pin point anyone, but i guess, its the same for all people?
OR , maybe i should change my thinking. THERE ARE EXCEPTIONS.
just that exceptions dont happen in my life.

Sometimes , i just feel like asking, 你知道吗？Do you know?
To whoever. Just to see what kind of reply will be given. LOL.
Thats really stupid. I know.

I just realised GB day is on 13th. And i kept thinking its on the 14th.
2 more weeks. :X
Oh, it doesn't matter. MY LOVE FOR GB WILL NEVER DIE.

And, i've just realised, I'VE NOT DONE MY HOMEWORK.
its only the first day of school and I'm tired of school.
Damn.
Common test is next Tues, prepare to die.
YAY.




the only thing that remains constant is change.

OMG, i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate today! D:
Back to school tmr.
Dang. -.-

Homework not done, not ready for school
Argh, i'm busing to school tmr.
NIGHTMAREEEE!!!!! D:

Dance rehearsal tomorrow. Hais.

Counting down~~
4 more days to 10 anni.
15 more days to GB day. omt

I'll always remember, smile like you mean it.


am i the cause of your misery?




So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean

I dare to say I'm much different now. I dare to say that I've grown up. I dare to say that I'm much more mature to handle things that you think i cant. I dare to say I've changed alot. Whether is it the good way or the bad way, its not for you to care.
I think I'm not that weak, not that vulnerable, not that crybaby you used to know.
Whether or not you choose to believe what she said, its up to you, i cant control you.
But if you think I'm gonna brood over this, you've wasted your time. :)
Cos I'm perfectly fine, and i doubt i have extra time for these kinda shit. :D

To You-Know-Who
If you think what you've said is gonna bring me down or whatever, you've wasted your effort bitch.
I know you're reading, So listen.
i believe my r/s with him is strong and it'll not be broken by OUTSIDERS so easily.
Otherwise, we wouldn't be good friends since last year, JEALOUS much?
Eat you heart out, :)

I used to ask myself why I'm in this state right now, but, come to realise, i landed myself in this state.
No point thinking how to change , no point hoping to turn back time, knowing all these are impossible.

Some ask why i love gbrigade so much,
its because I've devoted everything i have to it.

Once you've devoted everything you have, its not that easy to come out of it.
As simple as PC games, Addicted, thats it. LOL, okay, bad example.
same goes for r/s, people say, the party who cares less, will not be hurt that much, true?
Maybe? But that did not work for me.

Wanting something so badly, reaching out for it, but no courage to pursue it.
BOOM, fell down and got a smack in my face, it did not just happen once, not twice, but uncountable.
thinking everything will be alright, all's gonna turn out fine, GOSH, how naive was i?
I once thought of creating a big scene to get what i wanted, but thinking back,
will it really get me what i want? Or will it change anything?
No, In fact , it will cause me alot.



I've decided to move on , so stop having those childish/foolish thoughts about the impossible.
All these that I've been through, treat it as a lesson learnt.
A lesson that I've paid really heavily.





爱了就算了，
就当作爱错.



Helloz. :D


One more day till sch reopen. :x
still left with alot alot alot of homework. Forget it.
Might as well not do. ;D

Changed my music playlist. ^^



Hoho,
Went for lunch at E!Hub with brigade and watched Drag me to hell and Transformers with Cindy, Youyan, Nigel and Rachel.
Was screaming all the way during Drag me to hell. Throw face. -.-
Transformers was not bad. Haha. Kinda sweet. :)



I'm gonna hate tomorrow i swear.
Use your brains if you want to know why.



What am i supposed to do now?
Sleep? Homework? Or?

LIFELESS.



Not very pleased with someone these few weeks.

People who claims credit for the things not done by them.
Effing pissed. Seems like im not very lucky huh, Its either
r/s , otherwise, friends.
why am i so unlucky. damn it.
Stop taking me for granted and stop barking, bitch.




















I've came to a conclusion.

Some memories are meant to be remembered as they cant be erased.
That simply means that IT IS FOR US TO REMEMBER.
It doesn't mean we're not over it or what.
OMG, i spent the entire night thinking of that.
But, at least i came to answer la.

I'm going shopping later.
Hopefully there's enough 'kaching'

And did i mention i went to Gucci @ Paragon yesterday?
LOL. Went in with Sheryn, see see. Price, SO NOT AFFORDABLE FOR ME. But for her, PEANUTS. -.-
Going to school tmr , for 1.5 hour.
Science supp, NO LIFE. Just going back for fun. LOL.

I LIKE CAPS AND ITALIC AND BOLD SOMETIMES. LOL.

Will be locking my tagboard when i'm away? FOR FUN, PEACE AND LAUGHTER. zhiwei, try tagging. :D

First things first.

Thanks for being a wonderful senior and friend! :D
Hope you would have a memorable birthday this year and stay pretty! :)



Tired already. LOL.
Anyway, here's something made by my dear friend, YanLi.







Pretty??? YES. :D

KOE KOE KOE, KOE BELAKANG PUSING!
KOE LUAR BARIS.

LOL.

BHB?





2 more days to chalet! :D
NIGEL AGREED TO COME!!!!
YAY!



Dance was fun today. Sec one days are definitely innocent.
Andre is cute. :D Rachel de didi. :)





Formal dress code for the BBQ. SOOOOOO fun.
And, i'm super polite. Serious. Random fact.
There's GB tmr. YAY.

Drills drills, wo lai le.
Do you miss me? cos i miss you loads. :x
LOL. send me to wood bridge please.



Lunched at ikea and went to Giant to buy some things needed for the BBQ.
Burnt a hole in Cindy's pocket.

Went to SNIP AVENUE to cut hair with Rachel, my hair is super duper thin right now. -.-
Not very happy,but still ok.(redundant)
Hais,
Rachel ain't happy too. She thinks its too short. D:
SORRY!




MR KOE ROCKS TO THE MAXIMUM.

I DUNNO WHY I LIKE HIM SO MUCH, TOO BAD HE'S


GONNA LEAVE. ):





behind all those lies/


100th post.

Time flies yea. So fast, its the 100th post. LOL.
*BOOM!*
Hit by another truth again. This time round, it really did shock me.
Why get a third-party involved? Oh my.

Anyway, Mr. Koe/Koh is extremely niceeee. :D
Sad to hear that he's leaving. D:
Which teacher brings sunblock for their students? Which teacher offers care/concern/sweets to students after training. MISS EILEEN. He's another one. Haha. :D

After that, went to Fish &Co. for lunch, then E!hub to discuss about the BBQ. Excited.
But not enough $$. Haha.

The chalet will definetely be a fun one.
IMAGINE PEOPLE WEARING DRESSES BBQ-ING.
Rofl.






when you done all you can do.

I've been dragging this for sometime, and i guess this post will be long. LOL.

I guess your will know which I'm referring to, so, no need for names alrights. :D


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I don't know how to reply this, I'm afraid that it'll ruin our friendship. I did promise you that you will be the first one i turn to if i needed help. But you have your own problems too right? What for let me add up to it. I think i can still handle it, thus i kept it to myself. Its not that i don't trust you, just that, sometimes, i cant bring myself to tell you, or should i say, i have no idea how to phrase it. You're busy with your bf, busy with your work. If you still have to care for all these unimportant stuffs, you would be really busy.

____________________________________________________________________


I've made it clear that i wont turn back alr, i've learnt my lesson. So have you. If you're wasting your time, forget it. Its not gonna work. You are good at words. Use it somewhere else. Not on stupid stuffs. MOVE ONNNNNN.
I said this before. Moving on is easy, its fast. Only if you want to. Its really simple.
Your still young. (not saying i'm old) You still have a long way.

____________________________________________________________________

Like you said. Once is enough.
Then let me tell you the same thing. Once is enough. I dont need another.
You never know what will happen in the future. So don't make it sound that you're very confident. I know my limits, I cant. i know myself. So, i've alr made up my mind. And i won't change it.
You can say that im selfish, but its my way to protect myself. you're as nice as Derrick.
Definitely theres someone better. :}

_____________________________________________________________________




已经不爱了,为什么心还是那么痛,人还是那么在乎?

Yesterday
Went out with Abigail and watched Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past.
Not a bad show actually, but Angels and Demons 's still better.
Bought Mcdonalds and walked to PRP. Sat down and ate. LOL.
Ke lian.

Went to CGH at 5?
HSH at 9. (:

________________________________________________________________________

I should start on my homework, otherwise, i wont be able to finsh.
D:
Stucked at home today.

My posts are getting shorter and shorter.
Hais.



i'm still thinking of the truth.
and , you still dont wish to admit.
why.

Maybe the truth will hurt, but the truth is definetely better. (:
Even i felt the change in me, i wonder how in the world did i not flare up.
I've grown up i guess.
Learned to take blows, learned to handle the truth. Or i should say, BECAUSE I'M A MEMBER OF GBRIDADE! :DD


Ok, the weather was rather terrible today, i could fry an egg on my head, haha.
After school, went to Superdog for lunch and find Abigail.
Booked the chalet for Cindy and Yvonne's sheng ri. :D


Catching a movie tmr, :)

I wanted to make this post extremely long and extremely wordy.
But i guessed i've failed. LOL. -.-





Who should i trust? why should i trust? how can i trust?
Perhaps i'm too paranoid.
我不敢说这件事情对我一点影响都没有,但是这点事实,我还承受得了.
thanks! :D

Finally there's school tomorrow.
Haha, i wanna finish the cca board asap.
I bored at home. Rotting away.




The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.


Some part of my life.. Just see how long can i take all these.
Never will i make the same mistake a second time. Never.

Today went great. :D
Went to school and decorated the notice board with Sophia and Rachel.
Went to E!Hub for lunch, and decided what to do for Cindy's and Yvonne's birthday.
Mum said 'SEE FIRST' to my request for staying overnight, but her see first means OK, LOL.
That was just a casual remark.
Went to vsit Qin Han with Yan Li,
Sorry Rachel, you din have to wait for me, REALLY SORRY.
Very tired, maybe i'll sleep earlier later on. Haha.
6 days w/o proper rest.
In this 6 days, i think i've only slept for 28++ hours.
Surprisingly, i'm still alive.


some truth are best to be remain untold,
as told by sophia.
But is it true?
Will it really be better to be left cliff hanging?
If thats better, why do i always have to face the truth?
BUT, i will still prefer to know the truth, i think
im strong enough to handle these emotional issues,
what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger. :D
Can i have a request?
I hope you guys will not keep anything from
me, and tell me the truth. I hate being left cliff hanging.


^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^


GB COLOUR. :D

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. Thats why we call it the present.




Thats a way to protect myself, it doesnt mean i don't trust you,
its just that whats meant/supposed to be told w definetely be
told, perhaps that question was way history to be asked.
LOL.

I'm not gonna care about that already,
those talks seem to be neverending~
you're not the one leaving, the one leaving
should be me, sorry.



-EDITED-

Seems like i've snipped an emotional nerve, tears just keep flowing, memories just keep gushing out. I've spent 3.5 hr reading past messages, thinking back about everything. Its the same computer, same chair, same table, same account, different font, different name, different time, different person. Chances are plenty. True? No. I miss those days. Short, but meaningful.
This week cant, next week luhs. Is there even a next week?
it seemed like i've never questioned myself for that


Its killing me, killing me from within, trying so hard, in the end, i;m still back to a square one. I hate to admit these, but come to think of it, i'm wasting far too much on this. Why? Whats so good? Blame love, why is love giving? Why is love blind? Why do people get blinded by love? Why am i making myself scarred by love? Why should i surrender? Why should i forget love? Whoever who said time was the best medicine was lying. Time only make you miss the person you love most, knowing that you're impossible. I should've know from the start that it wasn't gonna last long, it wasnt for real, and it will hurt.

Think i'm gonna need a cold bath.

Gb tomorrow, wonder how i'm supposed to go~






how long has it been?

I should be away for camp now.
Sadly, blame woon. -.-

Qin Han messaged me ytd night asking if we would like to visit him! :DDDDDD
Last time i saw him was..............
13th March.
LONG WAY BACK. Exactly 3 months later, we'll be visiting him again. *smiles*

Meeting Rachel at 12 later, will be late soon.
Haha.

从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动
I want you back...

The weather is so farked now.
So am i.

You two, STOP INTERFERING MY LIFE. i mean it

I swear there's a limit to everything and congratulations, you two are getting way too far.
I'm not a three year old kid who cant take care of myself, needing someone to tell me what to do. Concern is fine, but i don't see that as concern.
When you want to know something, i don't mind letting you know as a friend, NOT INTERROGATING. I'm not a criminal, neither do i need a favour from you.

To : 1
Don't tell me you don't know the difference, no matter what, you're still a kid who scored 250++ for PSLE and entered a good school, now a business student, i think you know how to count your sums i hope. if you think the way of approach is correct, use that smart brain of yours, THINK. Its tiring really, to tell you everything that you ask. -.- I swear friendship will last long and better than relationship. And, think twice before you act. I wouldn't want to see you guys in the police station. Zzz.


To : 2
过去让他过去,来不及从头喜欢你. Chinese educated, i know you understand.
All those piercings and tattoos must've hurt, don't they? Don't be stupid and close it, remove it, or whatever shit. It won't change anything. Child of God am i right? Read up Ecclesiastes 3 : 1--8. A time for everything. Its OVER , Get it? We both like the same song, doesn't mean anything. -.- Trust His words.








Will you think that you`re all alone
When no one`s there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I`m permanent

I've not been sleeping well for 3 days,
so please don't get a shock when you see me.
Haha,
Back from Chris's chalet and surprising when i asked
my mum if i could stay overnight, she actually agreed,
The world's changing. LOL.
No familiar faces seen at the chalet except for us.
Before that, went to Cineleisure just to catch Angels & Demons.
That show is AWESOME, too late too say but,REALLY
A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!!!!!!
Best show i think. Haha.
The seats were all filled up, maybe because the cinema was SMALL.
And it was really SMALL.

Let me go back to the chalet.
At the chalet,
i swear i was underage. LOL.
I regret not taking pictures of the Heineken.
24x6 cartons of beer in a pail full of ice.
Do some math, 144 cans.
Excluding Tiger and carlsberg.
Hope they wun die of drinking and smoking. -.-
Didn't stay at the chalet, walked to E!Hub by Pasir Ris Park(i'm so glad i came back in one piece)
with Sheryn, Bryan, Lucas and Nicholas and slacked there, as there was NOTHING TO DO.
Went to the carpark, trying to spot stars.
LOL.
All of us fell asleep there, ON THE CARPARK, woke up at 5, went back to the chalet and
washed up, went to McDonald's for breakfast.
Then went to Pasir ris park again, for nothing.
Here am i, home. maybe i should get some sleep first. Then decide if i should go tonight for BBQ.

Meeting Rachel tomorrow to Gb Hq, ahaha. :D

My posts are getting boring. REALLY. words, words and words.


why am i the one who is trying to find ways to see you, trying to find ways to find back the lost love and the shit. i'm even making a trip back to school just to see you. goodness, wahts happening to me, i dont even know myself.

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop



10th june already, hais.
Cant believe that there isn't Gb, sadded.
Its 0231 right now, i should be sleeping, i know.
Abigail says my eyes looks like theres make up.
Cause of the eye bags. LOL. Too stress.
Superdog is expensive.
$16++ for two sets of meal.
Haha.
Ok, im going out tmr, yet i cant sleep.
terrible. ;X




We've run out of words
We've run out of time
We've run out of reasons
I used to be tripping over missing you
But I'm not anymore
(okay, i shall stop deceiving myself)





If i could fall into the sky,
do you think time would pass me by?




Confused over certain things.


I need answers to some of this questions, help me if you can. :D


1) How is it possible that a guy who loved a girl so much, can call her a bitch after one day?
2) If you think the relationship is on the rocks, would you salvage it, or let it go?
3) Do you believe that if you're in his/her destiny, no matter how/what, you would be together at the end of the day?
4) If a girl still loves a boy, however, the guy has no feelings for the girl, will the guy feel disgusted when he found out?
5) Whats EVERLASTING LOVE? Or should i ask, is there EVERLASTING LOVE?
6) Do you think its stupid to wait for someone you love but he/she doesn't know about, for ONE year?
7) Is it stupid to cry for someone you love , but he/she doesn't care?
8) Whats the best way to tell someone you love them?








Okay, actually, i still have a lot of questions, but oh well.
Finally, there's smth happening in my life.
LOL,
Going out later to E!Hub to find Abigail. support her dog. LOL.
Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow would be a long day for me!
But fun, definetely. Hahs, i shall be nice and wait for Abigail to knock off at 8. How nice am i. Zzz.
Sit there like an idiot for a few hours. REALLY IDIOT! But, oh well. forget it. Lol.


TIME

REALLY

FLIES.


NO JOKE.

how i wish time would rewind, not asking too much, just ten months. lord, please. why is it that the pain in my heart just wouldn't fade? i dun get it. i dun love him, that, i know, if thats the case, why will i be worried about him? Lord, i need an answer.

...no matter how bad we sometimes want to
;we cant turn back time


BORED BORED BORED BORED!
I wanna watch Angels and Demons.
PLEASSSSEEEE. LOL.

and, i did smth damn dumb last night.
I chiong out to TM at 8.45pm,wanting to go to M)phosis
as it was having a sale, when i reached there,
CLOSE!
Damn stupid. -.-

Should i go out, or should i start on my work?
Well, i think going out is a better option, hahas.




Tell me if time should make a change,
then why do i feel the same?

Blogskin changed.
Well, it looks the same to me, placed a cbox there, but i expect it to be dead, since the blog is locked.
I'll remove it when i change my blogskin again.
haha.


Went to Chris's house in the afternoon.
They were having a bbq, under the hot sun, -.-

Read a blog just now, Jia en told me the link,
very touching, if you're interested, http://www.shkt-always-remember-ed.blogspot.com/
great things should be shared. Noble love for that guy, but i wonder how he left or why he left.
But he is really lucky enough to have a girl who so loved him.

Sad enough already, goodbye.




Speechless, as usual

Back from Vivo, i SWEAR i would never go out with my sister together with my Mum EVER AGAIN.
Effing pissed. Damn it, i wasted an entire afternoon shopping with them, walking SO slowly, i saw Clarie there with her boyf, ok, random.
Nothing important is happening in my life now.
Totally BORED.
I wanna go out, i dun want to stay in this so-called home.
Zzz.
I'm very tired.


Tired,
during the process of trying, i just realised i'm losing myself.
And, i emptied my recycle bin.
BUT IM REGRETTING NOW.
Please tell me that there's a way to salvage it.
PLEASE TELL ME. Its extremely IMPORTANT.







do you really think i'm strong?
have you thought about what exactly
is behind my smile? I put on a smile everyday,
just to satisfy people around me, who don't actually
understand how i really feel. After faking everything,
at the end of the day, its just me, myself, tired, crying,
about the things which are not within my reach.
think, don't regret what you're doing now, i have
no idea when i' gonna just breakdown and leave this
place, if i could, i hope i could just vanish.






I wish you were here with me,
imy~







Maybe I was stupid
For telling you goodbye

Now, life really sucks,
no GB till school reopens,
GodDamnIt.
Anyway, i'm damn free, ask me out, puhleaseeee.

Finished CIP today, rather sad actually, imiss my long long. ):
Gathered at 1.30, reached there at 2.10+++, Shocking, because its only a 10 min ride.
Ended at 4--5+++.
358-ed to WS, mrt-ed to TM, withdrew $$.
Bused home, LIFELESS!
Goodness,
i think i dun have to watch
my Angels and Demons liao.
Hais.
.
.
.
.
pictures of you,pictures of me...




















my face is screwed.





















okay, done. :D
Im going SHOPPING TML!!!!!
*claps! *
Haha.

Its hard to wait around for something
that you know might never happened
but its even harder to give up especially
when its everything you ever wanted



Nothing muich happened today.
Life's boring, i must find some ways to brighten up my boring life.
PU trip is cancelled, i saw it coming, haha
I'm waiting for saturday, i've got no life, every single day, i'm only waiting for
Sat to have Gb meetings, do drills, have fun, go for lunck, bond together without
super glue!!! :D
On my way home, bumped into Andy , decioded to meet up some other time as i was so damn late for tution, HAHAHA!~ :D
There's a mathes test tmr, im definetely gonna fail, im not done with my geography homework and i doubt im doing.
And finally, tomorrow is the last day of structured! :D thats the best x 100000 times part. hoho. :D







你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞


Mr _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _,
I hope you know that we are not living in the who-dumped-who era, so, you can say whatever you want, i want to forget about it, really, but please. Reflect on what jocelyn said, xie xie.

CZH,
Im just a human, or dun tell me you din know that i am just a human.
So, may i ask you to stop?
Unless you really want to kill me, continue.

Sheryn,
I think you for your concern, but, sometimes, things like this can only be resolved by the person , him/herself, so, just let me get everything right okay? i know you're trying to be nice, but, i really appreciate, just, not this time.

Jocelyn,
Sorry about what i've said, but, thats the real feelings deep down in my heart. hiope we can still remain as good friends and meet up soon. :DD

Time to sleep. LOL.
Good bye. :D

ABC About You Questions :
A - AVAILABLE : No.
B - BIRTHDAY : 18 April
C - CRUSHING ON : Nobody.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Water
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : I'm not sure.
F - FAVORITE SONG :You are my king. Newsboys
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : Bears
H - HOMETOWN : Tampines
I - IN LOVE WITH :None
J - JUGGLE : ?
K - KILLED SOMEONE : no -.-
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE : To Malaysia
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : Strawberry
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 1
O - ONE WISH : Everything goes according to my wish, LOL
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : Sheryn
R- REASON TO SMILE : Peng you & Gbrigade! :DD
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : You are my king
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 1002
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN : -.-
V - VEGETABLE(S): Lettuce
W - WORST HABIT : short tempered
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : I dont know when
Y – YOYOS ARE : Lame
Z - ZODIAC SIGN : Pig.

Random Questions About You :
Spell your name without vowels : VRL
What color do you wear most : Black and Red
Least favorite color : Yellow, blue and green.
What are you listening to : You ar my king
Are you happy with your life right now : So not
What is your favorite class in school : 1/6, 2008
When do you start back at school / college : Back to sec one
Are you outgoing : I have no idea, lol.
Favorite pair of shoes : My slippers :D
Where do you wish you were right now : GB/BB combined camp

THE CANS :
Can you dance: HAHAHA, can i?
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth : No.
Can you whistle : No.
Can you write with both hands ? Yeah ,but messy
Can you walk with your toes curled ? Yes

THE DO'S :
Do you believe there is life on other planets : Yes .
Do you believe in miracles : I hope i could
Do you believe in magic : No.
Do you believe in love at first sight : No longer.
Do you believe in Satan : Whats that?
Do you believe in Santa : I've grown up.
Do you know how to swim : Yes .
Do you like roller coasters : Kinda
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows : Huh?

THE HAVES :
Have you ever been on a plane : Yes .
Have you ever asked someone out : Yes .
Have you ever been asked out by someone : Yes .
Have you ever been to the ocean : Define OCEAN
Have you ever painted your nails : Yes .

THE WHATS :
What is the temperature outside : Idc
What radio station do you listen to : 98.7
What was the last restaurant you ate at : Can't remember.
What was the last thing you bought : Hm, _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
What was the last thing on TV you watched : I dunno

THE WHOS :
Who was the last person you IM'd : Lucas
Who was the last person you took a picture of : Long long. ahaha, ;D
Who was the last person you said I love you to : no one

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person : Not exactly.
What can make you happy : GB and friends :)
Do you wish you were happier : Yes .
Can music make you happy : Yeah.

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken : Once
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them : Not really.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color : Blackish brown
Current piercings : Ear.
Have any tattoos : No .
Eye color : Black brown.
A BOY / GIRL.
Favorite eye color : Black brown
Short or long hair : Short
Height : 170--185
Best clothing : Collared shirts! :DD

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail : Nope.
Mooned someone : Huh?
Thrown up in a store : No.
Laughed so hard you cried : Yea.
Cried in school : Yea.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today : yeah, hahas.
Gone skinny dipping : No -.-

THIS OR THAT.
Pepsi or Coke : None
McDonald's or Burger King : Mac
Single or Group Dates : Depends
Chocolate or Vanilla : CHOCOLATE !
Strawberries or Blueberries : Strawberries .
Meat or Veggies : Both.
TV or Movie : Movie.
Guitar or Drums : Both! :B
Adidas or Nike : Both.
Chinese or Mexican : Chinese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Corn flakes.
Cake or Pie : Cake.
MTV or VH1 : Mtv.

DONE! :D

Schooled in the morn, could not wake up. :x
Haha,
Went for dance and was soooooo pissed off by a fucking bastard who thinks so highly of himself and screamed at me. Damn you, ACSM so what? Its ASSISTANT, goodness gracious, HOW DARE YOU PUMP THE CSM WHEN YOU'RE ONLY THE ACSM?!?!!!?!
You pump your BB not my wen ti, must you scream at GB? You call your own juniors jiaobin, have you got any idea how your words could hurt them?
Ah, mei guan xi.
After that, went to the student care centre and i thought i was about to meet my doom, but in the end, they were EXTREMELY CUTE! :D
My long long is sooooo cute, and he's a Thai, cool aye. :D
They were 7--8++,
All so young, all so pure, all so innocent.
Few years down the road, then they will realise the world's not that simple after all.

anyway, picture time. :D














Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

Amazing love, how can it be, that you my king you died for me,amazing love, i know its true, its my joy to honour you.