AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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I dare to say I'm much different now. I dare to say that I've grown up. I dare to say that I'm much more mature to handle things that you think i cant. I dare to say I've changed alot. Whether is it the good way or the bad way, its not for you to care.
I think I'm not that weak, not that vulnerable, not that crybaby you used to know.
Whether or not you choose to believe what she said, its up to you, i cant control you.
But if you think I'm gonna brood over this, you've wasted your time. :)
Cos I'm perfectly fine, and i doubt i have extra time for these kinda shit. :D

To You-Know-Who
If you think what you've said is gonna bring me down or whatever, you've wasted your effort bitch.
I know you're reading, So listen.
i believe my r/s with him is strong and it'll not be broken by OUTSIDERS so easily.
Otherwise, we wouldn't be good friends since last year, JEALOUS much?
Eat you heart out, :)

I used to ask myself why I'm in this state right now, but, come to realise, i landed myself in this state.
No point thinking how to change , no point hoping to turn back time, knowing all these are impossible.

Some ask why i love gbrigade so much,
its because I've devoted everything i have to it.

Once you've devoted everything you have, its not that easy to come out of it.
As simple as PC games, Addicted, thats it. LOL, okay, bad example.
same goes for r/s, people say, the party who cares less, will not be hurt that much, true?
Maybe? But that did not work for me.

Wanting something so badly, reaching out for it, but no courage to pursue it.
BOOM, fell down and got a smack in my face, it did not just happen once, not twice, but uncountable.
thinking everything will be alright, all's gonna turn out fine, GOSH, how naive was i?
I once thought of creating a big scene to get what i wanted, but thinking back,
will it really get me what i want? Or will it change anything?
No, In fact , it will cause me alot.



I've decided to move on , so stop having those childish/foolish thoughts about the impossible.
All these that I've been through, treat it as a lesson learnt.
A lesson that I've paid really heavily.





爱了就算了，
就当作爱错.