Love still stands when all else has fallen.
AVRIL
Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth
Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥
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“You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess”
♥,broken hearts;broken lives
Monday, June 1, 2009 || 9:00 PM
when i thought i found something i deserve,
I realised i don't' deserve it at all.
When i found something i thought i could keep,
i realised it's not meant for me to keep at all.
When everyone start telling me how i should do things,
i realised actually i should have done it earlier than I've been told.
Then i realised this is life and it will go the way it should go.
I realised everything i do can be better.
Only if i want to.
Jeremiah 29:11-13
11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
John 3:16 16For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
Psalm 119:105
105 Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.
Enough of verses, camp ended.
It was not fun at all, but extremely meaningful.I was so touched by the devotion.
Do you know that all your tears that are shed is kept in a bottle by Lord?
He gave us His only son to die for our sins, and what have we done for Him? Sin even more?
"Amazing love, how could it be, that you my King you died for me. I'm accepted, you were condemned."
Will anyone be willing to cut a piece of flesh off for your friend?
The pain will be excruciating, let alone He sacrificing His son to die for our sins.
Its really amazing, the speaker, Alvin, was not a christian in the beginning, after he converted, he didn't feel the change in him, Alvin read the bible, hoping to see a change in himself but he could not see the change. He gave up, stopped going to church, BUT, God chased after him. He gave him answers to all his questions using people around him.
Ecclesiastes 3
A Time for Everything
1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
After the camp, i realised how much I'm lacking, be it leadership, encouraging team mates, responsibility, serving, taking initiative etc, I'm only willing to serve the 78th.
I know there are alot of girls out there better than me, during the camp, there was a feeling of inferiority.
Nothing went smooth for me, i realised i sucked at drills, i cant take on the role of a leader, i cant lead. Everything went too fast, too fast that i couldn't even react to it. When it came to area cleaning, i just stood aside, pushing everything to them, comparing to CAMP UNITY, its so different. Why is it that i'm only willing to serve 78th? I need to know.
I want to know God's purpose for me. Hais, this camp was really quite terrible, the food has no standard at all.
Outdoor cooking was even worse, the instant noodles sucked. raw vegetables and crabsticks were eaten. HAHA, :D
Leadership sessions were boring, but realistic.
Breal camp at 1 pm, went to E!Hub and bathed, bused down to school and started practice for 10th anni, went to KFC for late lunch.
Mum calleed and nagged, which made me extremely pissed off. Zzz.
Hve you ever thought why i dun want to go home?
have ypu ever thought of why i am keeping quiet nowadays?
i cant even be bothered to talk, reason?
Whatever i say, you would just scold, its tiring
and stress ful for me, so i might as well not talk.
to me, coming home now, is like going to a place
where there is no life at all, why is it that i can be
so happy outside, in school , but when i reach
home, i feel like whatever i do, its all wrong.
Theres school tmr, BORED. no life.
His, at least there's dance luhs, Ugs in PRCS has NO
discipline at all. -.-
If you wanna know, i'm not regretting
it at all, let go alright.