AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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Seems like i've snipped an emotional nerve, tears just keep flowing, memories just keep gushing out. I've spent 3.5 hr reading past messages, thinking back about everything. Its the same computer, same chair, same table, same account, different font, different name, different time, different person. Chances are plenty. True? No. I miss those days. Short, but meaningful.
This week cant, next week luhs. Is there even a next week?
it seemed like i've never questioned myself for that


Its killing me, killing me from within, trying so hard, in the end, i;m still back to a square one. I hate to admit these, but come to think of it, i'm wasting far too much on this. Why? Whats so good? Blame love, why is love giving? Why is love blind? Why do people get blinded by love? Why am i making myself scarred by love? Why should i surrender? Why should i forget love? Whoever who said time was the best medicine was lying. Time only make you miss the person you love most, knowing that you're impossible. I should've know from the start that it wasn't gonna last long, it wasnt for real, and it will hurt.

Think i'm gonna need a cold bath.

Gb tomorrow, wonder how i'm supposed to go~






how long has it been?