AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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I'm tired of learning life the hard way,
i wish being strong was easy.


NOBODY BEGGED YOU TO READ, DON LIKE IT? JUST FUCK OFF. KEEP THE STUPID/CHILDISH COMMENTS TO YOURSELF, WHEN IN THE WORLD DID I SAY MY ENG WAS PERFECT? IF IT WAS PERFECT, I WOULD HAVE WRITTEN A BOOK ON HOW PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE WASTING THE OXYGEN, FOOD, RESOURCES ON EARTH. DAMN YOU.




IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY WITH THE WAY HE'S TREATING ME, TELL HIM. NOT COMPLAINING TO OTHERS ABT THE THINGS THAT AREN'T TRUE, MAKING THEM WASTE THEIR SALIVA TO 'REPRIMAND' ME, ITS NOT GONNA HELP GIRL, COS I'M NOT THE AVRIL I USED TO BE. CANT YOU SEE HE'S TREATING YOU DIFFERNTLY ALR? OH PUH LEASE, ASK YOURSELF, ONE STUPID QUESTION, WHO DO YOU THINK HE WILL BELIEVE? YOU, ME?
I KNOW YOURE NOT THAT DUMB. I'M NOT GONNA RUN AWAY. I KNOW YOU'RE JEALOUS, ITS KARMA BODOH.




I'M TIRED OF BEING NICE TO PEOPLE.

I've just realised how blessed i was, Its weird really, only when you lose something, then you will realise the importance to you. Isn't it a little too late to be saying all these now?
I'm tired of school. How i wish i could just contract swine flu and die. :X
So much things changed.
During sec one, so pure, so innocent, so simple.
Ok, im just 14, and i think of dying. OMG. But i can't die, cos there's no Gb in heaven. LOL.
I din bus to school with Abigail today, cos my Mum wanted to bring me. And Abigail said she's afraid of my Mum. -.- This is funny.
The short journey of ten minutes made my Mum agree to something. LOL.
Anyway, its not important, just SHOCKING. xD

There was one period of home ec today, and the teacher is FIERCE.
No mood for tmr's lesson alr.

Its first of July, Time flies.
Common test's coming, its scaring me.
I might just flunk everything. Esp Science.
Geog will be another one.
Ah, who cares.

There's dance tomorrow. It'll be the LAST practice before the actual day oon FRIII! :D
Its like the best news to me now, cos everything's just screwed up.
Most probably, after the dance, we'll not be as close to the Sec Ones alr, since we're not gonna spent much time together. D:

I'm not doing literature already. CANT BE BOTHERED. And, some teachers are plain stupid, or should i say, naive.

I'm gonna watch teeeveee!
Goodbye! :D


我不是不想爱，只是害怕受伤害。
i might be selfish, but that's the
last thing i can do to protect myself.