AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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Flames to dust,
Lovers to friends,
Why do all good things come to an end?

Great, i din get to go back to Gsps.
Hais.
Thank God i managed to meet Zhongkwang, Nicholas, ShuZhen, Kathy and Xavier.
haha. :D
Right now rotting at home, Going out at around 5 i think.
The celebration today was much much much better than what actually happened on National Day.
There's only one thing to do, three words for you ,I love you . Lalala,
its stucked in my head now. Woohoo! I think their voices are great. Haha. :D
I'm very happy now, no idea why!
Life's getting better? No idea. Haha.
I just know that i miss primary school life. T.T
Gahs, and i miss my KCDC, LOLOLOLOL.
I doubt anyone would know who is it.
Hahaha. ^^
Might be going out tomorrow to Peninsula.
Never confirm time. -.-

Thats all, Goodbye,
(L)




Ok, i'm here again.
I'm bored.
I finished baking my cookies already! ^^
My hands smell so buttery.
Should i go for the gathering with my primary school friends tomorrow?
Oh god, i'm confused.
Feel like going, but the thought of talking to them about my current life might just suck.
LOL.
What's more its gonna be hell awkward.
Ok, I'm not gonna go.
^^V
Oh ya, i'm going green. :)
ROFL.

Its raining right now,
great weather for sleeping. Haha. :D


Anyway,
Did CPR on a mannequin yesterday for GB.
Pictures here. :D










Just realised what i din realise.

Seems like i've been making a mistake since last year.
This would most probably be the last depressing post.

Life's short, enjoy it while you can.
No point wasting time, waiting for someone worth waiting,
but impossible to be with.
I guess i've been watching too much love drama,
that i actually believe whatever that happens on tv, will happen in real life.
Naive aye?
Well, at least i've realised it now.
Never too late.
I've finished watching The Seventh Day,
it was indeed touching.
坚持不一定会赢，但放弃就一定会输。
Can't take this anymore.
爱情不是在乎结果，是在乎过程。
Most probably i've slowly learned to accept that fact.
I took a year. Rofl.
I know i've been saying this for a lot of times,
only say, no action.
Abigail, JiaEn, Halimah, Atiyya, Sheryn, Zhi Wei and Lucas must
all be tired of my 'determination' to do things.
This time round, i'm gonna make sure its a brand new me.
I'll go back to how i used to be like 1 year 3 months ago.
Leading a carefree life. ^v^
Just move on in life, since she can do it,
i don't see why i can't. :D
Treat it as i've never knew him, just another passerby in my life.
Since he said he dont know me too.
Walking past each other, the feeling even worse than a stranger.
A torture for me, might as well end it sooner.
What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger. quote of my life. :)
There's nothing left to save, what's left are the sediments.
Well, sediments are supposed to act like fertilisers.
So i suppose its gonna become references of my future,
so i would not make mistakes.
Its also like history, recorded somewhere, to remind you
what you've done wrong, what went wrong.
Memories are supposed to be just memories, nothing else.
Leave it there, it might or may not go away.
Depending on the situation.

Whether to remember or not, its all up to oneself.
False hope are the worst thing on the earth.
It leaves you hanging there, not knowing whether to hold on,
or let go.
I've chose to hold on, i've never regretted.
Its just that, life's short, enjoy it while you can! :D
No one knows what would happen tomorrow,
Live each day to its fullest.

Its already decided,
so its not gonna change. ^^
Moving on to the next chapter of my life,
no idea why,
i've gotta feeling its gonna be filled with happiness.

For those who're reading because you think my posts are depressing,
you can stop reading. Because sad posts would not be here anymore. (:





I've downloaded alot of songs,
Nickelback & Lifehouseeeee! ;D
I'm very happy. Hahaha.

I'm left with 4 episodes of The Seventh Day.
Gb tomorrow,
and hell yes, I'm bored now.
Went to Tampines with Jiaen after school,
bought my things.

School's alright, nearly dozed off during Geog.
Thats all.
I'm gonna find agar agar mould for abigail. LOL.



I'm not gonna care about anything already.
I'm gonna concentrate,
though i still don't know what i'm gonna concentrate on.
Love's out of the question,
cos i realised, 等待是没有结果的。

Like sophia said,
this year's august is terrible, horrible, vegetable.
You may think its nothing,
but i've known of 5 break ups, i witnessed 2 of them myself,
all of the relationships were more than a year.
My class's chaotic, problems cannot be solved,
Friendships fell apart,
quarrels happen everyday,
Really hope things could get better.

I'm left with 6 episodes of The Seventh Day,
according to Xiu Chuan, this show is damn sad.
She said i would cry my eyes out.
Left 6 episodes, i haven't even cry yet. =.=
Nevermind.

I'm gonna sleep at 9 later on. I promise.
My eye bags are worsening by the day and no amount of eye masks can help. D:

Gb on saturday, woohoo! :D
That's the only thing that can make me happy now.

Ok, Carin's breaking down soon.
screw r/s.
Bye bye.

Post deleted,
live and let live. :)

Happy birthday Lucas Chua. :D


Life's boring, school's chaotic.
Nothing i can do.
I'm just waiting to leave this fucking class.

It rained just now.
Walked to 17 bus stop.
It was damn awkward.
I guess thats the best that could ever happen,
永远只有擦肩而过。

Chinese lesson was wonderful,
I dun have to see someone ,
and WWX's absent.
No relief teacher came.

I tried, i tried to not care.
You are the one starting it all over again.
Don't scold on plurk. Scold it in my face.



Abandonded, yeah I'm crying.
It's like you left me for dead
I'm so broken, my love's frozen.
How do you live with regrets
I see the memories flash before my eyes.
My tank is running empty, somebody rescue me.

Rather sick of blogger.
So problematic.
I seriously hate people who give number without asking
that person itself. But i can't bring myself to hate him.
%^&*#

I'm going to school, for the sake of going to school,
i'm studying, for the sake of studying,
i'm doing my homework, for the sake of doing it,
i'm smiling, for the sake of smiling.

If only everyone could see things from a different point of view.
I'm not saying that i can, but i'm trying to.
Can you imagine, the people that i thought i could trust,
betray me one by one, stab me behind the back like there's no tomorrow.
Its ok, just a another lesson to learn in this class of mine.
I will console myself as and when, no doubt that i might die in this class.

Ah, fine.
I'm not gonna hide the fact from you since you already know that i dislike you.
Not you actually, the way you treat your friends.
Who the fuck in the world would put a mop on your friend's head?
Never am i gonna forget that incident.
Well, its just 3 more enemies, makes no difference actually.
since i dislike you, i don't need you to like me. (:
I'm not gonna be a hypocrite, smiling to you, acting like there's nothing wrong, happily talking to you.
Cos finally i know, it isn't easy .
I'm extremely tired of all these.
Tried my very best to keep my blog not depressing ,
i guess i failed.
Currently wondering if its better to be depressed about love or friendship.
LOL. Stupid question. -.-


a life without you a predictable last scene


I'm not your dog or whatever get it?
Stop manipulating me.


Went for a haircut today with Abigail.
I'm losing interest in blogging, blogging for the sake of blogging. -.-

Lucas's birthday's coming. D:
His karma is dropping like some abcdefg but i'm not gonna update for him.
Since his laptop broke down , hahaha. ;D

Should i bake or buy a cake?

Ok, take it that i've trust the wrong person, my eyes kena paste by stamp.
Nevermind, once bitten, twice shy.
I have tuition later on. D:
I have alot of homework dued tomorrow.
I don't know what to get for him for his birthday.
And i'm only left with 2 days. D:

I hate this class of mine.
SANDWICHED, hate this feeling. ^%&*#
Hypocrites, bitches, copycats, backstabbers.
Ok, i shall console myself,
ITS ALL PARTS AND PARCELS OF LIFEEE!
Which just sucks to the maximum.

Its just something i hate to admit but i have to.


moving on to the next chapter of my life. :)
Goodbye. ^^

Ok,
pictures first. :D



Screw my face. LOL.
Thats what you get for not sleeping. :D LOL.

When to Nihon Mura today for buffet with sophia, rachel and xin ying.
Spent 3 hours there . Eat until siao. Haha. :D
ILOVEGBRIGADE. ^^

I'm feeling weird.
No idea why, its just a mixture of feelings.
Sophia, thank you for telling me all those things.
真心是答案。
I understand already, although its too late. Its like, one year later?
Ok, its better late than never. I will continue to ask, cos 如果决定了，答案就不会改变。
Ni gan dong ma? LOL.


Ok, i'm not gonna be depressed, 至少曾经拥有。:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHU HAO JUN! ^^



Meeting gb later on.
I'm tired.
Slept at 1am, woke up at 5 am.
Yay! -.-

Omg , 我被人家骂女狗。
我被人家讲是贱女人。他妈的。
讲我口是心非，没关系，一次生，两次熟。
可是不用跟全部人讲对不对，而且又不是真的。
伤心. ):


My class is super hella chaotic,
i'm lost, very.
Who to believe, who to hate.
Who to put in my heart, who to put them on my feet.
Its blur, ultra.




I shouldn't continue deceiving myself, he's right.
I can lie to everyone, just not myself.


永远只有擦肩而过

Back from a shopping spree. Hahaha. :D
M)phosis is currently having a sale now.
Brought 4 pairs of slippers. ^^
Sheryn bought 3 pairs of slippers, 2 pairs of heels and 2 bags. LOL
Serviced my phone at Eastpoint, walked around, ate, she went for her dance lesson, i came home. :D
My phone is ready to be collected tomorrow. Thats really faster than i expected. Hahs.
Going to WWW tomorrow with some of the GB, they don't seem to be excited. ):
The time's still not confirmed yet. Hais.

Ok, i've got nothing better to say, Good bye.

Its time to let you have a taste of your own medicine , bitch.
I'm waiting.

Watched Where got ghost with my family today. :D
Not very interesting actually, kinda boring.
Saw Abigail by chance at TM,
dinnered @ Swensens, shopped around.
HSH.

TIME FLIES LIKE SOME $%^&*.
一年了.
ONE YEAR, ONE BLOODY YEAR JUST PASSED LIKE THIS,
I'VE SPENT ONE YEAR WITHOUT REALISING.
EXCELLENT AIN'T IT.
Well, today turned out so much better than i expected.
I thought i would cry my eyes out, and most probably hide under the blanket, and cry until like there's no tomorrow.
But i'm feeling somewhat great now. LOL.
Shocking, but true. ^^
Wonder if the outing to WWW is confirmed, cos i'm feeling rather excited. Haha.

I'm gonna service my phone tomorrow.
No offence, but SE phone sucks. -.-
I'm going shopping tomorrow with Sheryn before her dance starts. :D
Hopefully i'll be able to get some kachings from my mum.

My life is just like a blank piece of paper with,
STUDY, GB, SCHOOL ,STUDY, GB, SCHOOL
scribbled all on it.
One word = Boring.

I'm struggling with chinese compo right now.
But i cant be bothered to complete it.
Hais.
I got back my maths test today,
shockingly, i passed. :O

Huang huang din come today.
The remedial is bound to not happen. HAHAHA. :D
Alex took ove huang's lesson and it was a major disaster.
Haha, classroom management sucks to the maximum.
And, the guys managed to kicked a part of the wall, and there's a huge hole at the back of the class.

After school went to the Ecareer thingy.
I'm SOCIAL. And, i forgot the job thats suitable for me. Stm, LOL.

I cant wait to see how huang will scream tomorrow.

I wanna change my blogskin again.
Remedial for the day is postponed till tomorrow again.
Seems like the remedial just can't take place.
There's the Ecareer thingy tomorrow.
Kinda excited i don't know why.
Haha.
Wonder what job i'll be suitable for.


All of a sudden, i just hope it was last year, Qin han's still with us, the class ain't chaotic at all,
i'm still in contact with my primary school friends.



I swear I'm very pissed with some things.
I don't care if you read this or not, cause its none of my business.

1) Cursing and swearing won't let you get your girl back. So stop calling me and shout vulgarites.

2) Can't get your way when you shout ah? Stop acting pitiful in front of me please. that just sucks. Its not helping either.

3) If you want to commit suicide, don't tell me. I don't want to get interrogated by the police.

4) Get the facts right, she fell head over heels for another guy. Game Over! Get it? Its not that guy who is flirting her. Its the direct opposite.

5) I don't need someone who asks about my whereabouts every single minute. Thats just plain irritating. I'm not a criminal, i don't have to report to you.

6) I swear you're the most BHB guy on Earth. She say don't like, just kidding you. And you're still holding on the fact that she actually likes you. OH, please man, get a life. Is it wrong of her to make you happy by saying that? =.=

7) Stop thinking that she can't live without you. Thats just.
CHILDISH.

8)If she has decided to move on to another guy, live with it man. No point crying to me like there's no tomorrow. You're a guy, dont cry like no government can anot? You heart pain tell me, got cure ah? Tolong la, i got more problems than you. Please. Take it that i'm begging you, don't add on on to my problems, don't let me lose faith in tiongxim people.

9)If you're trying to act as if you're very wei da, please. Don't even call me, whine about what she's done, and ask what i am doing, and say, Ok lor, then i dont disturb you. 10 minutes later, you call again.
WHATTHEF?

If it was someone else, i would definitely lend that person a listening ear. At least the person will not scream at me, will not scold vulgarities. Zzz.


Actually, there's still a whole list. But its ok,
i'll try not to ruin my dinner, so i shall not continue.

School was boring as usual, something shocked me.
During PC, they were talking about PEER PRESSURE.
Huang wasnt there, that PC period was like....... HEAVEN. LOL.
After school went WS for lunch,
then HSH.
I need to do my art. D:









And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned

我很乱，不知道在乱什么。
我自己都不知道为什么我现在在用华文。
我恨我自己。
不知道为什么，头脑明明是很清醒的，却做出了这个决定。
或许害了你，希望你知道我真的不是故意的。




Abigail 说，我的爱情故事越来越戏剧化，也许吧。但是，就算是一出戏，也一定是场悲剧，而且还是一出演也演不完的悲剧。
主角就是一个死不要脸的女人，明知道已经没有机会了，还死赖着不走。
丢尽了世界上所有女人的脸。
我很累，一年前的我已经消失了，或许再也找不回了。




爱情就像雪花，落下来是很美，看上去很纯，但我在手心，却都化成了泪水。





The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

And again, people ask. Why? How? What for?
I can only say, experience it yourself, and you'll know my decision is correct.

I feel like going to church.
Find someone who truly understands me.

How am i supposed to wait till next Sat?
Nvm, since she said message not safe, i'll wait.






i've no idea why i want to know,
she's right, it wont make a difference
so what if its something good

I'll only hate myself for being sucha fool for not cherishing all thode you've done for me, no second chance for me, just a broken heart that would never heal.
I'm right, i wasn't worthy for you from the start.

Apparently, I'm still stucked here.

Gb ended at 1130, slacked the entire day.
Was playing at the com lab , Haha.
Afterwhich, went to T3,
Popeye, T2, Tmall.

talked alot.

SOPHIA, TELL ME PLEASE???


Tired, goodbye. :D


Its important to me i guess,
no reason why.

分开是为了等待重逢，经历过考验的爱情才能牢固， 才是真爱的开始。
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
extracted from The Seventh Day



I've been watching The Seventh Day since 2pm.
So nice! :D
haha, sweet.

WWX is gonna kill me, my chinese file is the thinnest in class. haha.
Sui bian la.

Hm, the drama is very nice, can feel warmth while i'm watching the show. LOL.
Basically, Kevein Cheng is very very very very shuai. ^^v

Today,
went recess with SHERMAINE AND PRISCILLA.
This just sounds shocking. sophia, i'll remember what you've said


Gb tomorrow, my mind's clogged.
cant think of games. D:
I cant be bothered now, show's more important! :D
i wanna finish all the episodes . HAHA.




S, wo bu zh dao ni shuo de shi
zhen shi jia, wo luan le.

Ok, If you're depressed, please don't read my blog.
It does nothing, it just makes you even more depressed.
Didn't manage to catch the movie today.
I've got alot of things undone, i hate filing.
Lost of worksheets missing,
can't account to WWX.



I'm beginning to like school, thanks to Shermaine. LOL.


don't feel like entertaining smses today


假如你还在这里
假如转身就看见你
假如可以抱紧你 不再离去

假如你还在这里
是否能走到最后 一起
是否能重新选择 不再放弃

伤心有多久
取决何时能放手
思念啊很漫长
还找不到出口




Ah freak,
i feel terrible right now.
wtf in this world is holding me back?
ITS JUST SAYING HELLO, HOW ARE YOU?
FARK, WHATS SO HARD. omfg.
I'm talking to Jialiang right now.
SHOCKINGLY, he understands how i'm feeling right now!
ARGH,
my pride and dignity is holding me back.

he says i should be fair to him,
since he was always the one taking the first move,
now its my turn.

fuck it, what have i done in my past life that i have to go through this right now. Zzz.
i know this is the 21st century,
girls CAN take initiative.
AH,
I'm dying, i'm dying.


HOW I WISH I COULD END THIS FUCKING MISERY.

I'm having split personality, one message is soooo depressing, another, so funny.
Ah, taboleh tahan.

Breathe avril, breathe.
Otherwise , you would die.
tmd, i need somewthing to calm myself down , but idk what.
trying to breathe,
its so hard.
I know it was my fault,
but i learned my mistake, i've regretted.
haven't i gone through the pain? the tears?
haven't i paid the price? dont tell me its not long enough,
its definitely longer than you.
i sumpa, i never wasted sucha long time on a guy before.

Detesting me, hating me, i'm history, doesn't give a damn about me, don't know me.
i've resigned to fate already.
Why is God being so unfair to me,
why is it that people can have perfect relationships,
when i'm suffering here,
mending a broken heart right from the start.
Just when i thought i was fine, you came with another joke of yours,
and i'm back to a square one.

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING MAN.
ARGH,
LET ME HAVE A CLUE AT LEAST.



stop telling me to move on,
cos if its that easy,
i wouldn't call that love.


I don't know what I'm trying to say. Stencil in your heart, into another's hands.
Taking back everything. And You say it best... My heart, your hands.
Can you feel it burn?



School was boring as usual, Huang din come, my remedial is postponed.
Maths test tomorrow. Sure fail, i dun even know the chapter that is being tested.
Need to do my chinese later on.
Kala just sucks, big time ,medium time, small time.
I hate literature, thats for sure.
Got back science and geog common test,
cant believe i actually passed. D:

I don't know why, i think i look super fragile today. -.-
Went lunch with Abigail, Jiaen, Xiuchuan and Kimberly.
Mrt-ed to tampines, 28-ed home.

I think Kevin is damn hot.
Too bad he's attached. D:
She Shi Man is so lucky.

I HEREBY DECLARE THAT I'M NOT GONNA INTERFERE IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP PROBLEM ALREADY, I'M NOT YOUR 出气筒, GET IT ASS?



Pathetic me,


i wonder what you're thinking,

090809


I'm lazy to upload the rest of the photos. Cos blogger's not functioning normally. -.-

Basically, i just look weird in specs. haha. :D

Abigail's working right now.
She told me he's there. @#$%^
He went there after i left. Tmd, suay or what?
Forget it, thats fate. -.-

Alot of work undone, literature tomorrow.
KALA sucks. ^^v




Even if i'm depriving myself from having happiness,
thats my choice.

Surprisingly, i survived yesterday.
With just a little bit of heartache, nothing else.


National day is over.
OVER, O-V-E-R.
I've done all i could,

Will be meeting abigail later to do homework.
Pictures next time,
Goodbye.

i'm still waiting for the day, when the msn window will pop up, and there shows, '_ _ _ _ _ _ _'

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

Its 9th Aug already. time flies. Today could be one of my happiest day in my life, forget it. Meeting abigail at 12pm later, meeting Jia en at 12.40pm. Now i'm bored. I cant get to sleep last night, i slept at 11pm, woke up at 3 am, fell asleep again at 4, woke up at 6. -.-. I've thought it through already.



People like to ask, Being loved or loving someone, which is better?In the past, i always think that being loved is better, right now, i've changed my view. Loving someone takes alot of courage, alot of heartache, alot of time. I want to let go too, but how am i supposed to do that? I'm trying not to think about you, but whenever i see you, i fail. I would never forget the time when you were talking to her. I swear, if i had a parang, i would slash her, chop her up. What for? I'm doing all these,when you dun even care. I'll wait. Really. It has already been so long, it doesn't matter if i wait another 2 years, 3years, 4years. Even if i regretted what i did, its already too late right? Time would not rewind for me, time would not stop for me. Crying doesnt make a difference, smiling doesnt make a difference, cause deep down, i'm feeling bitter. Guess you've forgotten your promise, because i've forgotten mine. Its not your fault, i brought this upon myself, i took everything for granted, thinking you would understand, never thought you would actually leave me. So right now, thinking about all the things i've done, it spells regret.




I'll wait, even if it takes 4 years, i'll still wait.

我的爱,回不去,我只能在KTV说爱你.散场之后抱着影子哭泣


YAY, blogger's normal again. ^^
I got alot to say i guess.

Yesterday, went to Ion, Orchard at night with Sheryn, Bryan, Lucas, Alpha, and Weilin.
It was HUGE, the toilet especially. LOL.
The toilet is beautiful. Ok, i'm not sick to be admiring the toilet.
But, i swear it's beautiful.
There, super high class.
No fast food restaurant. Except BurgerKing,
Even BK also renovate until super high class.
Dinnered at Fish & Co.
Shopped around, went to the all Havainas (dk how to spell) shop.
I'm aiming for a pair of slippers which costs 69.90$.
I'll save up slowly! ^^
After that, went to Ngee Ann City.
Having toy fair there. Not interested.
Walked around,
HSH@ 11.

TODAY.
Went for GB, Today no BB.
Did badgework, drills.
Drills killed me. I hate that kinda feeling.
Spare a thought for me please.
I DIDN'T VOLUNTEER MYSELF. SHE ASKED ME TO COMMAND, CAN I SAY NO?
Speechless.
My nightmare ended at 11.
Mrt-ed to tampines.
Met up with Claudia,
Da bao kfc, went to Sunplaza Park.
Reached home at 2.45.
Tuition later. -.-



Sorry if i scared you guys yesterday,
no worries, i'm fine, i've been through the worst,
this is nothing. Thanks for all the concern yea, ^^

Out with Jiaen &Abigail tomorrow.
Marina, wo lai le! :D

i saw you talking to her, my heart broke. i dunno whats your r/s with her. and i dun wanna know. i hate her, she's a bitch. i stared at you. dun tell me you dont know. your friends saw me staring. you definitely knew. all i ask for is a second chance, all i ask for is you to notice me, all i ask for is an eye contact. am i asking too much? maybe. life's not fair. i'm tired, swollen eyes, hoarse voice. you linked her. whats this? i'm in no position to care. fate, bullshit. a year. 1 full year. which girl will waste a year on someone like this?
what a sorry plight i'm in.






i'll never let another teardrop fall

Today was a fun day, march in, mass walk, talent quest.
Reached school at 6.30, went to classroom, put bag,
Gathered at the canteen.
i pity the guy giving commands, shout until want to die ,
people still laugh like that. -.-
During the parade, for the first time, the anthem was sung so loudly.
HAPPY. ^^

I AM A PATRIOTIC SINGAPOREAN. :D


LOL.

After school, went to E!Hub for lunch with Abigail.
Jia en went to watch movie, with her ' shuai ' cousin. -.-
Then went to 5th floor, sat down, talked alot.
When we were about to leave, saw .
Dream come true? God answer prayers? Or is this the answer to all my questions, all my doubts?


Going out with Sheryn & Co.
Orchard!!! At least i wun be staying home thinking about things that i should think.


its a happy occasion. Why am i feeling so bitter? i hate it. I knew the answer, its just that, i dun wanna accept the reality. why? blame all the things thats happening? i dunno. super tired. i cried so hard, i tried so hard, i prayed so hard. in the end? nothing comes back. i thought we could overcome anything, i just din know we're all so vulnerable. just a push, and it falls apart. COOL DOWN? if thats the case, we've cooled down for too long. a year. whats this? love marathon? i'm tired already, yet i cant give up. why? loved too hard.





ILOVESINGAPORE!♥

Freak man.
Blogger screwed up again. -.-
ANYWAY, NDP celebration is tmr! :D
Super excited.
Train less than a week, all
can march. Even other cca groups
also can. LOL.
Going back to GSPS tomorrow. ^^
HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY.
I MISS MY CHER.




喜欢不一定要拥有，
but i just dun believe that's the end

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!
BLOGGER WENT BACK TO NORMALLLLL!!!!!
what a great day. (:

Everything's working, except for the font size, NVM,
better than nothing. :D


MY RED POST:
There was drama today, it sucked.
that teacher was just a BIMBO.
Went there for 1hr 20 min,
Told by Jonathan that i was involved in the NDP thingy.
THAT SAVED ME FROM DRAMA-MA-MA.
xD
The march in wasn't that bad actually,
Jennifer chua was nice, shocking, but true.
But i still changed out from my contact lens.
Better to be safe than sorry.
Ended at around 6.15pm,
bused to WS with Jiaen,
21-ed home.

Anw,
i got back my maths and eng CT,
passed eng, failed maths.
Expected la. -.-




missing you~

You don't die from a broken heart. you only wish you did.



Yesterday was fun.
I won't talk about the details, cos it aint impt.
But gb in the morning was great! :D
Although there's only 7 ppl present.
Miss Li and Miss esther came to teach drills!
Completed stage two. ^^
Surprisingly,sec ones learned the long commands faster than us. -.-
Haha, 长江后浪推前浪,前浪死在沙滩上, LOL.
NATIONAL DAY IS COMINGGGG! :D
EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED! :D
Someone's birthday is coming too. -.-




As usual, when we come to that topic
we definetely quarrel our way out.




i merely spoke my mind,
is this wrong?

HELLO AUGUST, GOODBYE JULY.



9 more days to natonal day.
MY FONT IS REDDD. xD
Gb is in 1hr 15 min time.
I cant sleep, so i woke up super early. -.-
TIME FLIES FLIES FLIES.
Oh well,Forget it.
Anyway, my legs are hurting like some fark.
Ok, i dunno what to do now.
I'll PLURKKK. :D





GOODBYE ! :D





;You know you're in love when you don't
wanna go to sleep at night because
your life is better than a dream.