Seems like i've been making a mistake since last year. This would most probably be the last depressing post.
Life's short, enjoy it while you can. No point wasting time, waiting for someone worth waiting, but impossible to be with. I guess i've been watching too much love drama, that i actually believe whatever that happens on tv, will happen in real life. Naive aye? Well, at least i've realised it now. Never too late. I've finished watching The Seventh Day, it was indeed touching. 坚持不一定会赢,但放弃就一定会输。 Can't take this anymore. 爱情不是在乎结果,是在乎过程。 Most probably i've slowly learned to accept that fact. I took a year. Rofl. I know i've been saying this for a lot of times, only say, no action. Abigail, JiaEn, Halimah, Atiyya, Sheryn, Zhi Wei and Lucas must all be tired of my 'determination' to do things. This time round, i'm gonna make sure its a brand new me. I'll go back to how i used to be like 1 year 3 months ago. Leading a carefree life. ^v^ Just move on in life, since she can do it, i don't see why i can't. :D Treat it as i've never knew him, just another passerby in my life. Since he said he dont know me too. Walking past each other, the feeling even worse than a stranger. A torture for me, might as well end it sooner. What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger. quote of my life. :) There's nothing left to save, what's left are the sediments. Well, sediments are supposed to act like fertilisers. So i suppose its gonna become references of my future, so i would not make mistakes. Its also like history, recorded somewhere, to remind you what you've done wrong, what went wrong. Memories are supposed to be just memories, nothing else. Leave it there, it might or may not go away. Depending on the situation.
Whether to remember or not, its all up to oneself. False hope are the worst thing on the earth. It leaves you hanging there, not knowing whether to hold on, or let go. I've chose to hold on, i've never regretted. Its just that, life's short, enjoy it while you can! :D No one knows what would happen tomorrow, Live each day to its fullest.
Its already decided, so its not gonna change. ^^ Moving on to the next chapter of my life, no idea why, i've gotta feeling its gonna be filled with happiness.
For those who're reading because you think my posts are depressing, you can stop reading. Because sad posts would not be here anymore. (: