Love still stands when all else has fallen.

AVRIL
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Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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the scar's still there
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 || 8:28 PM

Ah freak,
i feel terrible right now.
wtf in this world is holding me back?
ITS JUST SAYING HELLO, HOW ARE YOU?
FARK, WHATS SO HARD. omfg.
I'm talking to Jialiang right now.
SHOCKINGLY, he understands how i'm feeling right now!
ARGH,
my pride and dignity is holding me back.

he says i should be fair to him,
since he was always the one taking the first move,
now its my turn.

fuck it, what have i done in my past life that i have to go through this right now. Zzz.
i know this is the 21st century,
girls CAN take initiative.
AH,
I'm dying, i'm dying.


HOW I WISH I COULD END THIS FUCKING MISERY.

I'm having split personality, one message is soooo depressing, another, so funny.
Ah, taboleh tahan.

Breathe avril, breathe.
Otherwise , you would die.
tmd, i need somewthing to calm myself down , but idk what.
trying to breathe,
its so hard.
I know it was my fault,
but i learned my mistake, i've regretted.
haven't i gone through the pain? the tears?
haven't i paid the price? dont tell me its not long enough,
its definitely longer than you.
i sumpa, i never wasted sucha long time on a guy before.

Detesting me, hating me, i'm history, doesn't give a damn about me, don't know me.
i've resigned to fate already.
Why is God being so unfair to me,
why is it that people can have perfect relationships,
when i'm suffering here,
mending a broken heart right from the start.
Just when i thought i was fine, you came with another joke of yours,
and i'm back to a square one.

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING MAN.
ARGH,
LET ME HAVE A CLUE AT LEAST.



stop telling me to move on,
cos if its that easy,
i wouldn't call that love.