AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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“You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess”

March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010

Current mood, HAPPY.
My dad increased my allowance! ^^v

And, i've decided to not complete my homework. LOL.
I'm getting my ass out of the house. YAY! ;D
Ok,
Bye bye.
(L)
我对你 感觉胜过爱情,其实也想好好爱你只怕到最后不小心 我会伤心.



I've got no idea what's with my title. LOL.
Just for fun. ^^

I removed my archives.
Whats in the past, shall be left in the past. History right.
Showing only three posts. ^^
Hahaha.

Today i'm very obedient.
I woke up at 0730,
Went out at 0830. Met Sheryn for breakfast at Mac and went to Tampines regional library.
I was right. No maths equation, all love equation. Zzz.
Waste my time. D:
And, i saw a post on Cindy's blog.
It taught me what love is. Thanks. ^^
At around 2, went to Tmall.
Shopped around. Wanted to catch a movie but there was not enough time.
Sadded. LOL.
I went home at 4, she went to look for her boyf.
Sweetness. ^^
Nevermind, no rush for love.
Take my time.
today is 911. LOL.
There's Gb outing tomorow.
To escape. ^^
Will post tomorrow. And, i'm giving up on plurk soon. Haha. ;D

i'm happy, ecstatic, just happy. ^^ thank you for giving me that kinda feeling which i cant describe, i told sheryn i felt numb, but in actual fact. i'm moved. Thank you for all the things you've done, always going that extra mile just to make sure i was safe. I dont think anyone will be able to read this, so let me post this sor fun, peace and laughter. ^^ During the pulau ubin trip, you were quarreling with weishi, you din expect him to come, neither did i.
thank you for dissolving the awkwardness between me and him. during the trip, you were always cycling in front of me. when there's an obstacle in front, you would be the one falling or you would would remove it before it gets into my way. Carrying 2 bottles of 1.5l water bottle which you don't have to. I'm really grateful to you for all the things you've done. thank you, how i wish you can be my brother, nothing else. :)



HAPPY 09092009




Back from shopping! :D
Leaving for Pulau Ubin tomorrow morning at 7,
coming back at 9pm.

Goodbye people! (L)
Hopefully you would not use this chance to make all things awkward.

My estimation was wrong.

Hello people. ^^
Wanted to bake a cake for fun but ended up crapping on the phone for 3 hours.
I'm having tuition later, LOL.
And, Redearth's top coat just sucks.
Its only a day, yet it is peeling off from my nails.
-.-
Whatever. HAHAHA. ;}
Going out with my niang tomorrow. Shopping ! ^^v
Going to PU with Sheryn, Bryan, Alpha, Lucas, Zhiwei and still got some on Wednesday.
Going to teo Heng ktv with Jiaen, abigail and shermaine on thurs.
And i'm gonna use Friday to bake cakes and cookies.
Saturday would be for Gb, if they want.
Sunday would be tuition and homework.
HAHAHA. ;D
What a nice holiday. I'm so not gonna use this holiday for mugging.
This holiday is for fun. Woohoo! :P
I gotta feeling i would regret what i'm saying now.
But i can't be bothered. LOL.
Huang hasn't called my mum, that means no report book.
Ok, needa get ready for tuiton.

i dun want to be a bad guy. truth is, moving on and forgetting are 2 different things. i dun want to be unfair to you.i can only say i'm sorry. i wouldnt blame you for being so angry. but do you realise, whenever we come to tht topic, we always quarrel. although we would make up again, its tiring yea. i make a better friend then a girlf. waiting is hard. ive been through it too. its useless to wait. you're 18.It would probably be your best year. don't waste it on someone not worthy for you. this is the dunno how many times i'm saying this. sorry , not gonna change anything for anyone.



A fun filled day. :D

Woke up at 10 plus, got ready, brought my holiday homework,
went down to Sheryn's house.
Started painting our nails, baking, doing homework.
until about 2 plus, went to Tm and Ikea.
had late lunch, walked around,
until around 6 plus, Bryan came with Lucas.
Went to Kaki Bukit 511 for bah chor mee. LOL.
A table full of food,
i'm growing horizontally. LOL. :D
Crapped all the way till 8, sent me home,
and they're watching Final dastination at TM now. Zzz.
WHY ISN'T IT PG. D:

And, i bought Identified, Vanessa Hudgens.
For don't know what reason. LOL.
Only a few songs are nice.
Recommending,
Don't leave , Papercut .
Go listen! :D

My day started out terrible.
Woke up at 5, got out of the house at 6, missed a 29, then a 12.
Got there by 7,
Thought i could settle everything by 0815,
in the end, dragged till 0840,
no bus exept 12 goes to Pasir ris,
alighted at WS primary,
walked to school. I like long walks/bus rides.
It gives me time to reflect about what i've done wrong.

Gb's fine, getting tired about gb honestly, no one cares, why should i? people leave, i'm numb.
Did first aid, had games.
Miss woon left, and Josephine's not coming back.
Double trouble.

Went home>tmall>seoul garden>sunplaza park, cycled to Prp> T1> home.
My legs are breaking.

I had a terrible day today.
I'm getting tired about the people come, people go . indeed its reality, however its hard to face. I knew it a month ago, didn't thought it would be like this.
Guess she had enough, if i were her, i would leave this school too. Didnt expect this outcome.
Never did i expect josephine to leave without a word, never did i expect that was our last breakfast. Come to think of it, people still hated her for the way she does things. Right now i'm regretting. Didn't thought she would go, thus we took her for granted. this applies to most things as well, didnt expect it to end, thus we dun give a damn, until their gone, then we will go,
"hais, i should have treated her/him better,
hais, i should have cherished every moment i had with him/her,"
A lesson learned for me.
Gotta cherish everybody around me, no one knows whats gonna take them away.

I cant learn how to accept reality.

This is how you remind me,

Start of Sept holidays.
One whole stack of work to be done. D:
Can't believe they call this a holiday. LOL.
And, i'm prepared to go to different classes as them, oh, how depressing. D:
Apparently, my results just sucks to the fucking maximum.
As usual, failed Sci & Maths.
Ah, forget it.
Might take F&N, i never know. LOL.
Since POA involves maths, which i failed so terribly,
might as well go for F&N since i have a passion for cooking.
HAHAHA. xD
And i said i don't believe that i need a degree to get me where i want to be.
Most probably i would regret saying this ten years later. LOL.
Ok, enough of results. ^^
I'm gonna mug superly hard have fun! :D

Its the holidays!!! :D
There's Gb tomorrow, starts at 0930, shiok or what?
If only every week, it'll start at this time.
Meeting them for breakfast in the morning first,
I wonder if the gb outing is on tomorrow. ):
Plan already also no use, as if people will go, might as well not plan.

School was alright, during P.E, Daniel threw a dead snail and it hit me by accident,
Its stinks so terribly i swear. Threw it and it landed on his shorts, Amadeus said,
"Got juice some out".
LOL.
And yes, they started throwing it around. =.=
It seriously smelled, like some rotten fish.
Took hand sanitizer from Dorothy, she has everything. LOL.

Music was heaven.
Air conditioned room, music instruments which are SO fun to play with. HAHAHA.
Had the assesment, then went back to class, listened to JUSTSOYOUKNOW for the entire 30 minutes. Recess was normal, kept talking and talking and talking, its non stop . HAHA.
Nearly fell asleep during Geography, its getting super boring.

After school, went to Century Square with Jiaen to help Xuelin buy pens, carrying my super duper heavy bag.
For the first time, my bag is so heavy. LOL.

Went jalan jalan, saw an adidas bag,
price is super reasonable. 29.90$
Wonder if its worth it.
Its either contact lens, or the bag.
Which is better? Help me. ^^
Then went for lunch @ Mac.
Thats all.

My posts so colourful. LOLOLOL. :D

I miss the old you, its not even a year, how did you change so much? Is it me making a big fuss out of it? or is it your new group of friends who made you like this? you used to treat me as your younger sis, you asked me for opinions, you asked me if you should jio her, you stood up for me when ever i was in trouble, you helped me in all the ways you could, you find all the solutions to my problems. whenever i was sad, you would find ways to cheer me up, acting gay just to see me laugh, i wouldnever forget you came down all the way just to ensure i was ok when i called you.When i had friendship problems, you would help me .you always call me and talk to me. Now even if we meet, it would only be me staring at you, you staring at me.No conversation at all. Gangsterism? or is it part of growing up? or did i do anything wrong?Because of you, i changed my view about guys. Am i wrong again? can i rewind time? can you not change?





Today was rather fun. ^^
Skipped 20 minutes of eng lesson with Abigail ,Jiaen, Shermaine and Priscilla
to 'help' huang with the Cme booth.
Art was slackish , just talked and talked and talked.
Might be going to TeoHeng with them next Thurs! ^^
Hahaha.
During recess, i did something damn throw face and i swear
i won't know how to face him from today onwards. %$^&*
Damn retarded, but forget it.
What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. :D
I'm really tired,
I'm gonna sleep at 9.
If i can fall asleep.
Learning fest was a total waste of time.
Ong is sucha failure. LOL.
Cant even use the confetti(dk how to spell). LOL
Getting back report book tomorrow.
That marks the end of this term,
i'm only left with ONE term with 2/6.
T,T
I wish i could make things right, but then i realise, it takes 2 hands to clap.

Too little too late.

Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game

So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh

It's just too little, too late
Yeah

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

Nice song, ^^
Nothing much for today, I'm not done with my Home ec stuffs.
And, holiday's coming. Woohoo! :D
Might be going to Palau Ubin with Sheryn & Co. ^^
Not sure if the ice skating is on.
Hope its on! :}
I'm so gonna flunk my science.
Cos lessons now are talk , talk and talk.
Neverending, otherwise,
it would be sleep, sleep and sleep.
PIG.
All of a sudden, i am oh so looking forward to Camp unity.
As always. LOL.

Goodbye. ^^


我沿着与你曾一起走过的马路走着，不小心把以前的回忆给记起来了。

My legs hurt to the maximum.
Went Peninsula>Funan IT Mall> Ion>Far East>Takashimaya>Loyang Point.
It was raining monkeys and donkeys and my legs were wet and cold. LOL.
I din buy anything. Succesfully saved $$.
Wanted to buy a pair of heels which cost 29.95$.
I have no idea why a want a pair of heels. LOL
Abigail bought her yellow bag already.
Haha.
Shopped shopped shopped,
then went to Pasir ris, LYP,
helped Xuelin to engrave smth, then bused back home with Abigail.
Thats all.
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN JING JIE! ^^V
And i forgot to mention
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XINYING! <3

The above sentence is rather meaningful, the one under the picture. Haha. :D
Nothing much actually.
Goodbye,
(L)