Love still stands when all else has fallen.
AVRIL
Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth
Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥
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“You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess”
♥, pieces of memories fall to the ground
Thursday, November 12, 2009 || 1:28 PM
Kay , i'm trying very hard to cheer up, i'm trying very hard to not think. Really, very hard.
2/6 '09 , ♥
1/6 '08. Cute not? LOL
I looked pretty srewed during Sec 1 , i'm not trying to say i don't look screwed this year,
Its just a little teeny weeny bit better. LOL.
I need to vent my anger/sorrows/hatred somewhere. So it'll be here.
You can choose not to read. Tyvm.
I never believed in karma, till a year back . I got my retribution. i thought it was gonna end , but apparently , i was wrong. It just continued. Its scary. Its not stopping. Taking away people who meant alot to me, taking people i loved, taking people who made an impact on my life. First it was , m , then d , now , its l. Who's gonna leave next? I really don't know what i did in my previous life to get this kinda treatment. Am i supposed to believe in the tarot cards? A month? Well, that's impossible. I'm always the one ruining my own happiness. I'm indecisive. I'm a bitch. A greedy bitch. I can never make up my mind. No one knew the exact reason why my r/s always ends up in a tragedy. But i know. No one understands me , so i never shared. When i decided to move on when the lady told me a month, you're the first person who came to my mind. But , no. you're not. Cos I'm not gonna see again. Not anymore. the reason? Cos avriltan's a greedy bitch. I chased him away , i told him to get outta my sight. Hah , now he's really gone.
but you're not always right. you said you understood me. but no. you're just making intelligent guesses. i told you i've moved on. but i guess you never believed me. i told you not to run away from reality. true. i've faced reality already. i've faced it a few months back. Its just that , you don't know. because i dont see the need in telling you. i'm really thankful for all the things you've done. but , Heaven's making fun of me. Well , succeeded. I'm probably the most screwed up bitch in the universe. I always thought i was right. I thought i was never wrong. But apparently , i'm always the one making mistakes. Terrible mistakes. I love taking people for granted. i'm used to learning life the hard way. I just hope all these would end. i yearn for the best in everything. maybe thats why i always end up with nothing.
okay , i've decided .
before camp unity , avriltan won't be like this anymore.