AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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“You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess”

March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010

I have been so good this year , and all i want is one thing...
Tell me my true love is here. ♥

A few more hours till 2010 ,
I'm gonna sum up this year before having dinner. (:

In the beginning of the year, it was great having drill practices with the people from Junyuan.
Though my mood was really bad during that period of time. Haha.

After the drill competition, it was speech day . That sucked ttm. being the only gb in the entire contingent, like a pathetic loner. -.- I would never want that to happen again man.
I would never forget that feeling.

April , my month , was... alright i guess. Though i was still reluctant to let go of somethings,
i still managed to pull myself through.

May, I flunked my Mid year. Though somethings just didn't work out, I'm still really thankful, (:

June to July , preparing for 10th anniversary. Mr Koe , a wonderful teacher.
Had great fun dancing , 'Please don't stop the music.'

August, the month i thought i would never pull through.
This month was a rather terrible month actually, reason? rack your brains. ^^
Involved in the National day march in, apparently, Gb doesn't have a representative for the
slow march thingy, ):
And, i'll never forget, i'm a patriotic s'porean, C:

September to October, really engrossed in Moonlight Resonance, didn't mug for EOY, instead i was watching Steward boy.
LOL.

November - Dec, start of holidays , class chalet , well, a class chalet i'll never forget, got into 3/4 , Camp unity , had great bonding , trip to china , crushing on a stranger, BBQs @ chalets , friend's houses .
Really great year.


Thank you guys for making this year such a wonderful year!

Abigail , Alpha , Atiyya , Benjamin , Bryan , Charlyn , Chris , Cindy , Darren , Eng tuck , Evelle , Felicia , Halimah , Hao Jun, Herman , James , Jesicca , Jia En , Jing Jie , Katie , Lucas , Melaine , Nicholas , Rachel Ong , Rachel Toh , Shermaine , Sheryn , Shu Wen , Sophia , Swee teng , Tiong tuck , Tsz Ho , Vincent , Wei Shi , Wen Sheng , Xavier , Yan Li , Yvonne, Zheng Bin , last but not least , Zhi wei.

Okay , i'm sure i missed some names out. Haha . But its okay. :)
Hope 2010 would be a great year for them and please don't forget me lahhhh.
Some are leaving, some migrating? God knows who's gonna leave next year.

I love my friends and GB very very very x10000 much really. Although sometimes we quarrel , there are misunderstandings , we bitch behind each others back , afterall , we are still friends. That's the best thing. Although some of us were good friends , but we are not talking now , well , we are still friends ah , once close , now not close , also still friends ah. Okay , what i'm trying to say is , that no matter what , WE ARE STILL FRIENDS. OKAY , DONE.

Alright , for the parts below , you can choose not to read , cos im typing just to entertain myself as the food's still not cooked. -.- BLAME THE WEATHER LA , WET THE PIT . -.-

Plans for 2010 :
1. Fight for my own happiness. What happened in 2008 & 2009 is HISTORY , does this sound familiar to you people? Maybe yes , maybe no.
Since its history , lets just forget about it . (:
Lead a new life , and of course , My life will be switched to AUTO MODE , no longer the MANUAL MODE , reason. MANUAL MODE SUCKS LA.
I'm still in the progress of learning how to be more auto , not like what happened in 08 & 09.
Watching my happiness pass me by you mei you.

2. 110% in everything. 要做就要做得最好！Arbo don't do. I'm trying to apply this in my studies. Lol. And of course , 200% in Gb and friendship . (:

3. Find a boyfriend . Okay , i find myself a bit sot nowadays , suddenly I've become very willing to share about my views towards r/s.
Okay , let me share .
-At least 175cm ++ , I know i own self not very tall la. -.-
-Play sports.
-From a UG.
-Play either guitar or drums. ^^
-I don't like tanned guys , but i don't like fair guys too. LOL!
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Those are the exteriors.
As for the interior , I don't think i should type in here. Haha , :D
Close friends should know , (wink wink)
I know why i a bit sot already , you know what this is called?

ITS CALLED DESPO-NESS

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA , :D

4. Find a way to break the news to my parents that i actually changed my religion.
I seriously have to work harder on this. ADD OIL AHHHHHH! :D

5. Change my face. Not undergoing a plastic surgery of course , unless someone's willing to sponsor me. ^^
Apparently , people say my face very black ma. So next year smile more lor . Pathetic right. Hais , bo pian , arbo later become top-hated. LOLLOLOLOLOL.

Okay , i think thats all for now. Haha .

Alpha told me , 'If you think you have too little , why not say you ask for too much?'
Makes perfect sense.

One last point then ,

6. Be grateful . But i still don't know how... But nevermind , I'll learn.
One step at a time. Avril is so gonna be another Avril in a few hours time. ^^
Mai chua tio kay. Hehehehe .
When the clock strikes 12 , i'm gonna be like Cinderella , OKAY , KIDDING.
Like i was saying , when the clock strikes 12 , all my hatred for people , *KABOOM*
Gone already alrights , ^^

I guess this is my longest post of the year?
Alright , to make an ending , 2 photos.
Don't need bad comments kay , taken at alpha's aunt office few days ago.
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Okay , HAPPY 2010 , MAY GOD BLESS YOU!
LOVE DIE YOU GUYS.
SCHOOL IS REOPENING SOON, FOR THOSE WHO ARE STUDYING, GOOD LUCK IN COMPLETING YOUR HOMEWORK.
SAME GOES FOR ME . LOL.

BYE BYE BYE , MY FOOD IS READYYY, SHALL HELP BY EATING
NOW, HAHAHAHA, :D
SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!!! v^^v


Just a little stupid update.
That 'crush' of mine's gonna be in ITE college East next year ,
But apparently , this is weishi's last year , so next year , he'll no longer be there.
okay , i know this entire thing makes no sense at all.
but i just feel like posting , but in no mood to talk about my life.
Anyway , s'pore idol sucks ttm.
I wanted Sylvia to win , but oh well. -.-


A little confused right now...
I just wanna nua in bed. ):


Maybe you're too in love to let it go. But you never try you never know.

Hie hie .


Things are going wrong.

All of a sudden , someone told me i'm a Christian , well , though thats something i really wanted ,
but it just happened too soon . My parents are definitely gonna hit the roof if they learns about it.
I've been 'given a new life ' on Christmas Eve , (someone say wow) , but i doubt i'm gonna make full use of it. I feel really weird actually .
Anyone watched Absolute Boyf Special Edition ytd night?
Got cry not? Cos i found it really touching and snipped an emotional nerve.
Lol.
Kay , some picturessss.



This pastry shop is great , their cakes are awesome. :D


OREOOO CHEESECAKEEE , ^^

This is awesomeee. :D

Chc's service , 24122009



I just cant rotate this picture. -.-
But she rocks! ^^

Kay , im working tmr , at Alpha's aunt's office. LOL. :D
Bye , :)

TEN ARE YOU(s)

1.) Are you single – Yes.
2.) Are you happy – Yes.
3.) Are you bored – Nope , going out soon
4.) Are you fair – no , i'm tanned. -.-
5.) Are you Italian – Nope.
6.) Are you intelligent – We'll see.
7.) Are you selfish - At times.
8.) Are you nice – Of course! ^^
9.) Are you Irish – No.
10.) Are you Asian – Duh.

TEN FACTS

1.) Full Name – Avril Tan Xin Yi
2.) Age - 14
3.) Birth place – S'pore , East Shore Hospital
4.) Hair color – Black.
5.) Natural hair style – I don't know.
6.) Eye color – Brown black?
7.) Birthday – 18 th april
8.) Mood – Excited
9.) Favorite color – RED , :D
10.) One place you'd love to visit – Paris .

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1.) Have you ever been in love – Yes .
2.) Do you believe in love at first sight - Sometimes i guess.
3.) Do you currently have a crush – Hm , considered?
4.) Have you ever been hurt emotionally – Yup.
5.) Have you ever broken someone's heart – I think so?
6.) Have you ever had your heart broken – Yea.
7.) Have you ever liked someone but never told them – Who hasn't?
8.) Are you afraid of commitment - No.
9.) Who was the last person you hugged – Err , can't remember aye
10.) Who was the last person you said I love you to - My computer? LOL.

TEN THIS OR THAT

1.) Love or Lust – Love
2.) Hard liquor or beer – Beer.
3.) Cats or dogs – DOGS!
4.) A few best friends or any regular friends – A few best friends.
5.) Creamy or Crunchy – Creamy
6.) Pencil or Pen – Pen
7.) Wild night out or romantic night - Romantic night.
8.) Money or Happiness – Happiness.
9.) Night or day – Night!
10.) IM or phone – Phone.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1.) Been caught sneaking out – Yes
2.) Seen a polar bear – I can't remember.
3.) Done something you regret - YES YES YES
4.) Bungee Jumped – Nah.
5.) Eaten food that fell on the floor – No!!!
6.) Finished an entire jaw breaker – What's jaw breaker ?
7.) Been caught naked – Nah.
8.) Smoked - I guess that's not considered...
9.) Wanted to disappear – Yea.
10.) Kissed the same gender – Yea.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1.) Smile or eyes – Smile.
2.) Light or dark hair - Dark.
3.) Hugs or Kisses – Hugs.
4.) Shorter or taller – Taller.
5.) Intelligence or attraction – Both la.
6.) Topshop or Zara – TOPSHOP . :D
7.) Funny or serious – Both.
8.) Older or Younger – Older.
9.) Outgoing or quiet – Outgoing.
10.) Sweet or Bad – Sweet , :)

TEN HAVE YOU

1.) Ever performed in front of a large crowd – Yea .
2.) Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour – Yes.
3.) Ever tried walking on your hands – No.
4.) Ever been to a rock concert – No.
5.) Ever been on a cheerleading team - No.
6.) Ever been on a dance team – Is that considered? LOL.
7.) Ever been on a sports team – No.
8.) Ever been in a drama play/production – Nope.
9.) Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, hummer or Bentley? - No.
10.) Ever been in a rap video? – Nah.

TEN... LASTS

1.) Last phone call you made – Carine
2.) Last person you hung out with – Err , Alpha & Co. ?
3.) Last time you worked - Hm , never?
4.) Last person you talked to - Myself.
5.) Last person you Msn-ed - Tiong tuck.
6.) Last person you texted - Jing Jie
7.) Last person(s) you went to the movies with – My sis? -.-
8.) Last person you missed – I don't know leh.
9.) Last website you visited - Facebook
10.)Last place you went - Aloha Changi

Hellooooo . :)
I just finished baking my Double chocolate chip mint sandwich cookies.
LOL. Still alright i guess.
Going out earlier than i planned cos i need to get presents. -.-
Okay , bye.



ALOHAAAAAA . ;D

Again , i'm being anti-social. Not because i feel out of place.
BUT.
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THAT PERSON FINALLY ACCEPTED MY FB REQUEST LA!
LOL.
Okay , i'm mad already . I can't stop smiling to myself.
-.-

Seems that Santa's nice to me after all. ( What a two-faced bitch) -.-
Too bad he's a Virgo . Not Leo.

Anyway , i think i rock bigggg time. BUAHAHAHA , :D

I found out that....


He studies in Dunman ,
Normal Stream , which means that there's a high possibility that he would still
be studying next year.
He lives in Tampines.
He took his 'N' Level results on 18.12.09 , thus he din work that day , and so
coincidentally , i bumped into him . :D
His English sucks big time.
He's a Virgo.
He's anti-social.
He probably is single.

Lol , its not alot actually , but i still think thats all i need to know.
Hahaha , ;)

I SHALL DROP BY HIS WORKPLACE TOMORROW BEFORE MEETING SOPHIA
& RACHEL FOR DINNERRRR! ~~~~~ v^^v

Hmmmm , actually its quite obvious right? ......
Stalk him at his workplace , add him on facebook.... Hm ....
Only an idiot won't get what this means.
LOL.

Hehehehehehehe , i'm highhhhh. ;D
I laugh until i hungry already , Byeeeee.
:D

In 2009 i have
( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else’s heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

Others
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 i
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
(x) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
(x) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x) left the country
(x) almost died
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up till sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
(x) had a fist fight
(x) went to the beach with your best friend
(x) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

Okay . Heading to aloha changi later.
not really in the mood though.
I'm still brooding over the fact that i din see him . D:
Going to church tmrw.
I haven't finish my work man. ):

I know i was wrong to bitch about her. But hello?
She started it first aye, so what if she 'din mean what she say'?
Her mouth ley , what you want me to do leh. -.-

i thought santa would be good to me this year. )):


The love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned.

I feel terrible right now.
He hasn't been working for 2 days.
Is he transferred to another branch?
Oh freak . I hate all this right now.

He din work today.

Morning people . :}

I've been checking my mail like thrice everyday, just hoping to get the
notification from Fb. Very pathetic aye.
Okay , i've got panda eyes. Reached home at 2am yesterday.
I only slept for 4 hours. ):
Cabbed home from Sentosa yesterday with Alpha.
$50! :O
So he's gonna spend $100 taking cab. LOL.
I'm not going over today. Hahaha. ;D

I'm excited for Gb meeting later. ^^
Hahaha , ;D

I HOPE I'LL BUMP INTO HIM LATER! C:

Okay. He still haven't sign in to Fb yet. ):
Very saddening alrights. Hais.

Currently @ Costa sand sentosa. Feel very weird .
Gb's tmr, think i won't be staying over for tonight.
Anyway , i've earned 50$ today! ^^
Went to Alpha's aunt office in the morning.
She needed help to do some paper work and we offered help.
In the end , she paid us 50$. Very easy earn right. LOL.
Then his aunt drove us to the chalet and we went Vivo to get some food .
Had late lunch @ Superdog. Saw Abigail's favourite manager.
Then went back to chalet.

Kay , they're bbq-ing , but i feel weird outside. :X
So i shall just stay inside. Lol. the aircon super cold~

Bbq all the way to 26th!~
Woohoo , sure fat till abcdefg .
One thing , topshop's having sale! I AM SO GOING SHOPPING MAN! ^^
Okay , i think i'll go out now. Otherwise i'll be labelled as anti-social.
Lol. Bye.

I ADMIT I LIKE HIM , SO WHATTTT?

HE STILL HAVEN'T ACCEPT MY FB REQUEST. $%^&*

Yesterday was a pretty screwed day....

BUT.

Having a hangover on the the you have tuition just sucks to the max doesn't it.

BUT.

In the eveining i went out to Tampines mall to get somethings for the BBQ tmr.
I din went to his workplace but KABOOM.
I STILL MET HIM!!! v^^v
HAHAHA , but i swaer i looked screwed. Cos i was linging big small bags of things
from NTUC. -.-

BUT I STILL MET HIM , AND HE WASN'T WORKING. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ;D

Kay , I'm getting late soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!!! :D

Okay , i found my cable . LOL.