Love still stands when all else has fallen.
AVRIL
Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth
Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥
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Someone tell me what to do?
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 || 7:36 PM
How i wish that i will just fall into a deep sleep and never wake up.
How i wish people will know how i feel.
How i wish things will go according to my plans.
How i wish life would be easier.
How i wish i could just vanish into thin air.
After all, its just a wish.
I'm still stucked in this world filled with misery.
Gb today, damn pissed, damn pekchek, damn tiring.
I just asked myself, why am i going for Gb?
For the cca points? Nah, thats not gonna help if i'm entering poly.
And apparently, i'm entering poly.
So why in the world am i attending gb to make myself pissed and shorten my life?
Someone enlighten me?
No longer am i excited for Gb, I don't even feel a sense of belonging in Gb.
What i'm doing for the past months made them think that i'm a devil.
Why am i doing this to myself? Acting like a siaozharbor, screaming here and there,
counting down.
And they think i'm having pms.
Can you guys stand in my shoes? If you think its nice, its fun, its easy.
Take this place. I'm worn out.
Hanging on a piece of thin thread, trying to find my motivation somewhere.
Where can i find it? Its not as if i love screaming and shouting.
It hurts okay.
Which UG can have a strength less than 50?
Why can't the school give us more people?
Why can't the school just use the brains and think?
Giving us 5 new cadets, might as well not give and close Gb down?
Its not like we don't have enough manpower, not as if we are not striving to get more
new cadets.
Does the school even gives us a chance?
N-O, NO!
Guides can have approx. 20 each year.
We are only given 1/4.
What is this?
I really don't know what i'm supposed to do.
I should just bang the wall huh.
One year and 3 months, i wouldn't give a damn if i were to step down now.
To think that i had even thought of returning back to prcs after i graduate.
Gahs.
What a great start for 2010 huh.
Tired to the max.
Why am i having so much problems, is this the life for a sec three?
Why are people all having problems?
Or is it only the unlucky me?