Love still stands when all else has fallen.

AVRIL
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Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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I said I'll never let you go & I never did


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“You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess”
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♥, memory of time
Friday, April 30, 2010 || 7:59 PM

Anyone read about the news about Melissa Toh ( not 3/4) from TP jumped down at AMK?
SHE'S ONLY 18, and she's pretty, yet she jumped down cos of a broken relationship.
Dumb or what?
Oh well, wanna know more, just google her name. You'll get all the info you want.
SAD LIFE.

Something very bad happened today, not only did i flunk my paper, i got hitten by a stranger with a stick in my head and i bled. %^&*

Hm, forget it.
WEEEEE! 2 more weeks till the end of exams! :D
Who cares aboput mid year??? ^^V


BYE BYE BYE. :D

To leave the past behind for one final time.

I hate the way things are
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 || 1:29 PM

HELLO HELLO HELLO.

I'm sick. D:
I'm posting for fun, so yea.
LOL,
BYE BYE.
EXAMS COMING AH!
STUDY HARD.
GOD BLESS! :D

some pages turned, some bridges burned
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 || 6:31 PM

Okay. I knew this would happen.
Life's a see saw, when you're right at the top, seconds later you're gonna drop right down.
And yea, i fell.
DANG.



moving on starts with goodbye

♥, cause when i'm fifteen...
Monday, April 19, 2010 || 7:29 PM

WOOHOOO!
I'M FIFTEENNNN.
So are youyan & dingying! Weeeeee!
Hahaha, i'm old! :D

Anyway, A HUGE THANKS TO SOPHIA, XINYING, YVONNE RACHEL TOH ON 17TH !
A HUGE THANKS TO JIAEN, LIANGYING, GABRIEL , AMANDA & YOUYAN ON 18TH! :D
Super duper touched by you guys ah! :D
And, i'm seriously touched by the priceless presents you guys got me. ^^v
This year's birthday was seriously a blasttttt! ^^

Received wishes from unexpected people, tio chua somemore. Lmao.


Oh ya, i have a collection of care bears now. LOL!
Will post allllll the pictures including the unglam ones here.
Photos on FB are supposed to be glam. I mean, SERIOUSLY, there's alot of unglam thanks to amanda. Hahaha. :D

I'm gonna haolian my presents here someday.
Forgive me yea, hehe. (:
I'm gonna chiong homework nowwwww.

BYEBYEBYE! ;D

♥, stop deceiving myself
Saturday, April 17, 2010 || 5:53 PM

Photos photos photos! :D














More pictures with SOPHIA! :D
Weeeee, a day filled with sweat, tears & laughter.
Time flies, the sec 4s stepped down already.
Next year, it'll be my turn. ):
Scary really. I can't imagine how gb will be like.
OKAY. I'M VERY HAPPY NOW.
My aunt gave me angpao, inside got 120$. MUAHAHAHAHA. :D
$$ FACE. *KACHING*
Let me continue, hm, indeed, Gb's small, but we have lots of loveeeee. :)
Thats what i love about Gb.
Its just about the people inside, nothing to do with Gb events actually. LOL.
But, slowly, i started loving Gb as it is.
Amazing huh.
I guess that's God's work.
Anyway, gb started @ 9 today.
Drills, video, MAKAN. :D
The amount of food, seriously, damn lot. Hehe.
After Gb, went to Kbox!
Sing sang sung.
After that,
Town park, got a shock when i saw it there. O:
After that, Library then Mac.
HSH@ 5.
Din go church today ( sad face)
Tmr morning also, ( even sadder face)
KAY.
I'M SURE TMR WILL BE AN EXCELLENT DAY.
Kay kay, bye.
Going out for dinner with Char & Co now. :)
I LOVE SOPHIA TAN & YVONNE CHEE!!! :D

♥, we all hope, it's what keeps us alive
Friday, April 16, 2010 || 8:23 PM

Stop the heartaches, rewind the fun times, fast forward the bad memories and pause the unforgettable moments.

Okay, i'm damn depressed.
I CAN'T BAKE CAKES! WTH.
Damn it.
I've been struggling since 4pm.
My muffins taste like rock muffins,
sponge cake is like a stone cake. DAMN.
wanted to bake for sophia and tyy.
NOW, EPIC FAIL.
Okay,
I'll just admit that i can't bake. Tmd, spent so much $$ , -.-
And i used 4 blocks of butter in total, and all the things i made with that 4 blocks = CMI= throw away= waste money.
Thats the best thing i'm good at.
AH,
Its sat tmr. Damn damn damn.

I just can't believe i can't bake. what the fuck is my problem. -.-
I thought one of the cakes turned out fine , but hell no!
It was still raw inside. EEWW.
Hais, sua.
I go emo. BYE BYE BYE.

Nothing else i can say
Thursday, April 15, 2010 || 7:58 PM

I guess that it’s typical to cling to memories you’ll never get back again.

HELLO. :D
I spent a hell lot of $$ today.
I'm SAD.
Went to Tampines mall / Tampines 1 today after school with Liang ying today to buy presents for people's birthday.
Damn it man.
Spent aloooottttt of money.
gahs, nevermind. ):

I HAVENT DO MATHS.
BYE BYE BYE. :D

♥, No one enters, no one leaves.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 || 8:22 PM

Depressing day today.
Heart ached to the effing maximum.

I don't want sat to come.
God, stop the time please.
PLEASEEEEEE!!!!~~~~~~~~~





Even though we have memories that make us smile,
then there would be times that we want to go back in time and go through that moment again. But we all know there are some things better left in the past, no matter how happy it made us.

♥, Walking past each other, the feeling even worse than a stranger.
Monday, April 12, 2010 || 7:47 PM

Because one of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you
once thought was unquestionable.

♥, The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad.
Saturday, April 10, 2010 || 4:58 PM

There’s someone in her past that she hasn’t gotten over yet.
Each day is like the last and she misses what she can’t forget.
It’s just an empty space where something used to be.
Now she guards the gate, but she’s lost the key.
No one enters, and no one leaves.

PICTURESSSSS. :D







PLAIN AWESOME. :D
Friday, April 9, 2010 || 10:56 PM

HI HI HI!!!!
I'M ON SUGAR RUSHHH NOWWW!
REASON?
I was with two awesome humans and i ate a super duper sweet cake just now @ MADJACK.

I feel like i have split personality. A month ago i was still complaning how much i hated speech day.
BUT NOW, speech day over, i sad lehs. ): ):
Well, but MUM came today. Hahahaha.
I can only use a word to describe speech day.
AWESOMEEEEEE! :D
I just love it. This year's food wasn't Mchicken.
become hotdog bun. -.-
I din eat , LOL.

Hm, today was just great la.
Met liangying, youyan, gabriel, hidayat,tzexin and amanda for lunch @ BK.
Went to school, freaked out, cos nobody can tie my hair. :X
THANKS FOR TZEXIN, HELPED ME FIND MEGAN. LOL.
Councillors are so nice. :D
Esp PRCS ones. hehehe. :D
Kay, i dont think i'll be able to sleep tonight.
Too much sugar. :X

After speechday, went to MADJACK, lousy place .
Waited for JIAEN!
Liangying and i slacked at madjack for approx 3 hours. LOL.
HSH@ 10pm. (:

I'LL DO A PHOTOSPAM TMR. :D
WEEEEEEEE!~~~~

BYE BYE LOVE! :)

♥, i thought you didn't need me
Thursday, April 8, 2010 || 5:40 PM

On this day, God wants you to know...
... that decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step. You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing can stop you now, but if that step backwards is so much safer than the step forward, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times.

Got this from FB.
Hm, feel a little guilty. :X

Well, speech day tmr, weird feeling inside of me. LOL.
I chioonged back home today right after school cos my niang say want bring me out.
WHAT THE FUCK US THE TIME NOWWWW???
Zzz. Make me like a kanchiong spider.
:X

KAY. I"LL POST TMR. LOL.
I'M GONNA DO A PHOTO SPAMMMMM. :D
BYEEEE! BUAIIIIII!!!

♥, you told me that you'll never leave
Wednesday, April 7, 2010 || 7:35 PM

I seriously dontknow why UrbanWrite's things are so damn freaking ex. -.-

Well, its 7th april. SWEETENG AND ZHENGXIANG'S BIRTHDAY! :D
Hahahaha.
I was the first to wish zhengxiang. Awesome meeeee.

Okay, i dontknow what to post. i'm just posting for fun.
Well. byebyebye. :D

Tuesday, April 6, 2010 || 8:28 PM

LAST SPEECH DAY REHEARSAL TODAY.
I'M SUPER DUPER UBER SADDDDDD.
I MISS MY MUMMMMMMM!!!!!!! D: D: D:
i go emo already, ):

Flashbacks, flashbacks, more flashbacks
Monday, April 5, 2010 || 8:02 PM

It’s easy to tell when a guy isn’t over his ex by the way he describes her after the breakup.
If the guy talks trash about her, saying it was her fault for the breakup and she was this mean, arrogant bitch, then it means he still has feelings for her.
But if a guy can talk about all her good qualities, even after a nasty breakup, then it means he’s over her.

Hello peepos! Today's speechday rehearsal was prolly the best one ever! :D
Lazy to elaborate much but, yea, it was just awesomeeeee.
ANDDD, tmr is full dress rehearsal!
CLAP CLAP!!!
Hehs, excited yea.
Well, i'm gonna chiong ss nowwww!

Bye bye bye people people people! ^^V
apparently, i'm so much better off without you! :D

OMG! IT'S 300! :D
Sunday, April 4, 2010 || 7:06 PM

Hello hello.
This is my 300th post!!!
LOL, time flies yea. :D
Had fun on good friday with a whole bunch of awesomeeeee people.
Meet them.....
HERE!




Dinner at airport after the service, home with liangying, haojun and siyuan. (:
The service was a blastttt.
Very touching, its pretty indescribable.
If you missed it.
YOUR LOST! :P
Hehehehehehe. (:

Went to tour Singapore yesterday. LOL.
Joking. Spree-ed at watsons as if no need money, walked from City hall to Clark Quay!!!
Give me a minuteeeee....
PICTURESSSS! :D



The flash made me look effing weirdddd.










SAY HI TO HIM! :D

WATSONS SPREEEEE. :)

Meet this awesome chocolate!


And say hi to my lovely CHIPPY BRITISH TAKEAWAYYYYY!

I swear i have a screw loose. Cos i'm high high high....
BOOOOOMMMMMMM!!!!~~~~ :D :D :D

Oh neverminddddddd.
I think i'm on sugar rush, thats why.
Kay kay, bye bye. :D
I'LL BE BACKKKKKKK! :)))))))

♥, 真心是答案
Thursday, April 1, 2010 || 8:47 PM

I shouldn't continue deceiving myself,
I can lie to everyone,
just not myself.
Its Good friday tmr, i dont feel good at all.
I tried so hard to let it not affect me, but yea, i failed.
why in the world would i run to another class just to get the answer asap?
There's smth wrong. I know it, i just refused to admit it. Having you there seriously screws everything.
i was so distracted that i did so many wrong things during practice.
if i could get into your mind, i think i would never make my way out.
its just too complex.
seeing the frantic look on your face makes me wonder what are you thinking of and doing.
perhaps, its just my wishful thinking.