AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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“You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess”

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Hellooo.
I finally watched INCEPTION. Thank God i watched it.
Otherwise, I'm gonna regret that i actually missed an awesome show.
Okay, i admit a almost fell asleep at the front part, cos it was terribly boring.
But the climax was oh so awesome.
Not something i expected. I finally understood why people want to watch it over and over again.
And, daniel claimed that there was something at the end of the credits. So we waited and waited,an uncle waited together with us.
AND IN THE END.
NOTHINGGGGGG~~~~
Went walking around, and MITJU IS HAVING SALES AT T1.
But got no more size. ):
Hais.
Dinnered at kopitiam.
HSH @ 10pm. ):
I'm super tireddddd.

PICTURES= NEXT TIME.
I DIN GO BACK TO MY PRI SCHOOL.
But i saw my pri school mates used to be at tm, and they din recognise me.
SADDED.
Hm, what else can i say?
NOTHING. TUITION TMR.
TZI CHAR AT NIGHT, YES YES YES. :D

BYEEEEEEE!!!~~~~















I got my back Geog Ct results today. It has been a long time, but yea, blame the teacher.
I totally screwed it up.
I swear i wasn't expecting a B. Who would expect a B when that person studied shit hard for it?
Definitely not me.
Pretty shag when she called out my name and said my marks. It just felt as if i fell from the skies, to the hard concrete ground.
I have no idea whats happening~
Not as if I din study and come on, its GEOGRAPHY. Goodness gracious. If i can flunk Geog, what else can i not flunk. -.-
I'm starting to feel the stress. Be it EOY or O level MT, I'm feeling the stress.
Been getting scoldings from my MT teacher cos i've not been passing up homework. Can someone tell me how i am supposed to complete 3 compos within two days when i still have other work? -.-
The point is, If i dont freaking get an A2, i'm gonna get kicked back to normal mt. Tbh, i dont think Higher mt will be of any use for me.
Cos i'm NOT going into JC, and i'm not taking any course related to chinese at all.
Most prolly, this year would be my last year taking HMT.

Next point,

I seriously think i should be concentrating on studies instead on some useless shit ( inserts activity), at least when i study, i get some results.
Unlike working so shitty hard for ( inserts activity), no single soul appreciates at all. And now, someone somehow took over this job.
So apparently, the person typing this is so freaking redundant to (inserts activity) now.
After all the hard work, the sweat, the time, the tears, the commitment, this is what i got. Isn't it awesome or awesome?
The day i once wished would never come, is coming in approximately 8 months. But now, I dont feel a single pinch in my heart when i think about that day.
So i guess what i'm supposed to do now is just study/mug/study and mug again. Since (inserts activity) no longer needs my existence/commitment. Or was it just me in the start who was having this one sided thinking that (inserts activity) needs me? OMFG, LMAO. Greatest joke of the universe huh. Oh well, let it be. I'm not gonna do anything about it. I'll just ensure i get my 75%. ^^

OKAYYYYY. DEPRESSING MUCHHHH????
Hm, before i end off,
SOPHIA, I NOW YOU VERY BUSY, BUT PLEASE SET ASIDE ONE DAY DURING SEPT HOLS FOR ME.
Hahaha, i book you first! ^^v








Hm, anyone knows the difference between mozilla & IE?
Cos I'm using Mozilla now, and it has spellcheck. Kay, i freaking slow. But oh well.
Hm, went out at 12 to meet Liangying, Wesley @ Tamp Mrt.
Headed down to 201 and met Tiffany.
Was signing up for tuition and Jiaen joined us shortly after.
After that, went back to TM for lunch@ Longjohn with Liangying and Wesley.
Shopped around, they went home, i went to Ikea to look for my mum.
Here i am, HOME.
Decided to revive my tumblr , and this site, click, totally awesome. :D
Reblogged most of the posts from there.
Nice date today huh, 080810,
Two years ago was even nicer, 080808.


Hm, didn't slept well last night. Looked pretty shitty today. :X
I closed my eyes, moments of that day just came gushing back.
I thought to myself, "What if?" "Why didn't i?" "Why did i?"
Then i realised, it was all me.
There will always be a “lie” in believe, an “over” in lover, an “end” in friends, an “us” in trust, and an “if” in life.
时间真的过的好快， 一转眼就过了那么久， 感觉上只是昨天才刚发生，感觉我们昨天还好好的，谁知道，我们今天，什么都不是了。
I find myself really funny. If i were to read my posts, i think i have to send myself to the hospital. Cos i suffer from seriousss moodswings. -.-





Its the third of august, after today, left with two more days to NDP observation in PRCS.
I'm currently struggling with my own emotions.
Humans are ridiculous, aren't we? Or is it just me~
Since 2008, i've only been in the supporting contingent for the NDP.
This year, i actually have the chance to be in the flag bearers contingent.
The only thing is that i wont be holding any flag. That's one of the reason why i was so unhappy over it. After all, i've waited for 2 years, to finally get a chance to qualify for the flagbearers.
In the end, I'm like some extra mama in the contingent~ I told myself it was alright, at least Gb is in. Till today, I can no longer hide my emotions about how i really feel about this ceremony.
It just seems to me that we are not even respected, needless to say - honoured.
Why are we supposed to hide, go out by the other when we are actually the KUMPULAN BENDARA. I dont get it at all~~~

I was so disappointed that i didn't even bother fighting for our rights. Regretted deeply~