AVRIL

Dear God, You stand when all else falls.
You make the impossible,possible.
You are the only truth

Benjamin, 6th Jan , ♥


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I got my back Geog Ct results today. It has been a long time, but yea, blame the teacher.
I totally screwed it up.
I swear i wasn't expecting a B. Who would expect a B when that person studied shit hard for it?
Definitely not me.
Pretty shag when she called out my name and said my marks. It just felt as if i fell from the skies, to the hard concrete ground.
I have no idea whats happening~
Not as if I din study and come on, its GEOGRAPHY. Goodness gracious. If i can flunk Geog, what else can i not flunk. -.-
I'm starting to feel the stress. Be it EOY or O level MT, I'm feeling the stress.
Been getting scoldings from my MT teacher cos i've not been passing up homework. Can someone tell me how i am supposed to complete 3 compos within two days when i still have other work? -.-
The point is, If i dont freaking get an A2, i'm gonna get kicked back to normal mt. Tbh, i dont think Higher mt will be of any use for me.
Cos i'm NOT going into JC, and i'm not taking any course related to chinese at all.
Most prolly, this year would be my last year taking HMT.

Next point,

I seriously think i should be concentrating on studies instead on some useless shit ( inserts activity), at least when i study, i get some results.
Unlike working so shitty hard for ( inserts activity), no single soul appreciates at all. And now, someone somehow took over this job.
So apparently, the person typing this is so freaking redundant to (inserts activity) now.
After all the hard work, the sweat, the time, the tears, the commitment, this is what i got. Isn't it awesome or awesome?
The day i once wished would never come, is coming in approximately 8 months. But now, I dont feel a single pinch in my heart when i think about that day.
So i guess what i'm supposed to do now is just study/mug/study and mug again. Since (inserts activity) no longer needs my existence/commitment. Or was it just me in the start who was having this one sided thinking that (inserts activity) needs me? OMFG, LMAO. Greatest joke of the universe huh. Oh well, let it be. I'm not gonna do anything about it. I'll just ensure i get my 75%. ^^

OKAYYYYY. DEPRESSING MUCHHHH????
Hm, before i end off,
SOPHIA, I NOW YOU VERY BUSY, BUT PLEASE SET ASIDE ONE DAY DURING SEPT HOLS FOR ME.
Hahaha, i book you first! ^^v