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does effort reflect result?
Friday, October 1, 2010 || 7:45 PM
Two papers down.
If you were wondering what i wrote about the composition,
"Opportunities"
What happened yesterday made me felt like writing that.
As humans, i believe we are all given an equal opportunity to make things right.
We are given an equal amount of time.
I guess what made a difference was sheer luck.
Opportunities are just like chances.
You either grab it and cherish it,
or you just live with regrets.
I was never the person who knew how to cherish things.
When chances fell from above, it smacked me right in my face.
Isn't it paradoxical that i actually tell people that they ought to grab the chances
when i myself is a utter failure at this?
I reflected last night while reading through my English file.
If you guy were wondering why i actually got so emotional yesterday,
let me tell you,
the feeling of being abandoned,
the feeling of knowing you have utterly disappointed
someone despite the person putting in 101% of effort to help you just
sucks to the f max.
I stared at my English file, looking through the past worksheets,
looking at all the worksheets and extra materials she provided us with, looking
at every single comment she wrote on my compositions.
Which teacher will actually go that extra miles to compile good essays?
Which teacher will comment on every single thing you wrote?
Which teacher will believe in you even when the whole world thinks you're a goner?
Its her. Just her.
In these 3 years, she has been the best English teacher you can ever find.
But now, we all lost a good teacher.
Because of our attitude towards this subject, i believe she has given up.
The guys give no hoot to English.
And now, she chose 3/8 over us.
Till now, i still couldn't believe it.
I don't want her to abandon us.
Please stay~
Dear God, would you please make her stay? ):
I promise I'll be good, i promise I'll do my work.
Please help me to stay strong.
Amen.