Shengtai>Bugis>KOI>Town with HER yesterday!
I'm gonna date you to durian shell soon!

Enjoyed myself totally, though in between received some annoying text which
screwed my mood. ._.

Bought quite a lot of things, the bus was crammed like sardines,
and my paper bags tore. -.-
Seriously, Taka, please invest on better paper bags.

And, i just realised the above picture ^^^^^^^^^^^
My hair got colour leh.
I miss my hair.. ):
I haven't dye my hair, and i never did before. So i'm damn excited
for fridayyyy!

Jiaen's hair is damn nice, and i'm damn jealous.
I still have to go back to school tmr for camp. -.-
Oh well, 2D1N.
Starting work in 4 days. ^^v
Excited much. :D

And, yesterday, we bumped into someone.
I have no idea why that someone still holds that much significance.
Can someone tell me why?

Jiaen,if you're planning to be shag, shag over me kay?
Cos i so happy! You see liao should be jealous! x)
CHEERUPPPPP!!! ♥♥♥♥

I was playing with my web cam . And,
Stupid photos of me. ^^
Blame my tutor, cancel tuition,
so the bored Avril got some retarded photos. :D

Much more stupid ones, leave it for next time. ^^

Gotta finish the letter writing soon. :/
Starting work next monday!
I'm having tuition later on, how sad. ):
Now i'm vexing over what colour of contact lens i should open.
Grey? Or brown?
Please advice me. ^^

Chalet's going kinda haywire.
It's gonna get expensive. $.$
Money oh money, would you just fall from skies above?
Stresssssss.
Camp is coming soon, and guess what, packing list is not out yet.
Funny much?

Heading down to Shengtai tomorrow with Jiaen!
Cheeeeeeeerupppppp okayyyyyyyyyy.
♥

From no guitar, to a guitar, from a guitar, to two guitars. Amazing much?

Went to orchard early in the morning yesterday

with Rachel & Xinying. (:
Headed down to Touch Community Theatre for service aftermath.

Got lost, no choice but to cab down.

Dumb uncle forgot to press metre fare,

end up only 4$. ^^

Felt pretty emotional during service,

my above title was what Pastor Khong preached about.

After that, trained back to Tampines, dinner with Rachel, Xinying, Samantha & Huifen.

HSH@ 9.30pm

This year, lots of things happened,
things were not what it used to be.
Since 2008, we've been hanging out regularly.
Do you guys remember how we actually met?
Pretty ridiculous yea.
All old people. Hahaha!
From 3 people, i got to know more than 20 of you guys in a year.
Though not all of us are close,
i'm sure we've shared lots of great memories at chalets & bbqs.
Not to forget the cycling trip from pasir ris to clarkquay. (:
Time passes, people change.
People come in , people leave, people migrating.
Not something that we wished to happen, but thats parts and parcels of life, isn't it?
Despite the age gap,
I made a lot of best friends there.
I'm able to share my heartfelt words with you guys.
Though we're not as close as before,
I'll always remember you guys.

It has been a longgg time,
i'm sorry for what i have done.
Perhaps i have no rights to ask for your forgiveness.
But still, i hope we could be friends,
I have no idea how to describe the current situation,
i can't put "we" together in a sentence, because right from the start,
it was just "you" & "me",
never a word "we"

Dear blah,

i'm not gonna blog about you, because you're just gonna dirty my blog.
^^
You can see how insignificant you are if your name never ever appeared here! x)

Dear third aunt,
i never had a chance to see you before you passed on.
RIP.

Alright, look at the time, 7.30. -.-
I'm gonna do the letter thing from where i've stopped.
Starting work in 11 days. ^^
Guitar isn't really my thing, is it?
MY NAILSSSS! DDD:

THANKS CHRIS!

WOOOOOOO.

I'VE GOTTEN MY GUITARRRRR.

FOC> THANKS TO CHRIS!!!! :D

Weeeeee,
goodbyte structured, welcome freedom!!!!
♥♥♥♥

Gonna meddle with the guitar, byeeeeee.

Dear ᾰ,
It has been quite awhile since we talked, i hope you're doing well.
I suppose you're mad at me.
I have no idea if you still read this page,
i have no idea what's going on in your life.
Perhaps i have no rights to know, but, i really hope you're doing fine in camp.
Perhaps a couple of months back was the last time we meet.
Perhaps we will never meet again, even if we do, i may be just another passerby.
The times that we had, were awesome.
I thank God for having a friend like you.
No matter what happens, i will still remember you as my best friend.
Do you remember the chalets organized last year?
Because all those are forever etched in my memory.
All the best,
God bless you.

People, I'm perfectly alright, still in a piece.

Thanks for your concern. ♥

I wanted to ofF my phone because i wanted some peace.

Nothing else actually, (:

Went to FCBC'S TEENS.XCITE,

preTty fun.

I have to say that they are comparable to Chc.

Do join me if you want, its definitely worth it.

Winkwink! ;))

Been sleeping late these days.

Gotta catchup on sleep, haha.

Bye peopleeeee.

Dear Santa,

RUBBISH~~~

Okay, i have no idea who i want to meet,

but if i could, i would want to meet someone who was

my best friend.

Like who?
I don't know.

Heading out in a while.
Happy Deepavali. (:
Teen Service at Fcbc tmr after Gb,
pretty excited.
Goodbye.

Pretty in love with simple plan. (:

Alright! Tomorrow's Deepavaliiiiii. ^^

Free holiday for us!

Don't you just love Sg?

We get free hols for nothing. :D

MULTI RACIAL FTW! ^^

I'm not gonna blog about my life.

Don't ask me why.

Dear blah,

I have no idea what i have to say here.

All i know is i have a lot of unanswered doubts within me,

and up till now, it's still flashing through my mind.

After such a long time, I'm still searching for the answers.

Finding ways and means to convince myself that i found the answer,

so that i could just walk away.

So yea, most prolly you screwed me up, down, left, right.

Should i continue being an idiot?

Decided to post about my life.
Though it totally sucks.
I just lost a job before i even begin working. Awesome much?
So yea, i'm jobless=cashless.
Sad life.
School's been passing fast.
Financial Literacy was better than what i expected.
I just realised what i detest.
C_ _ _C_ _ S.
Guess yourself. :P
I totally hate these people.
No sense of (inserts).
Not as if your parents didn't give you (inserts).
No offense, you disgusts me with your actions.
I really hope you don't appear on the 6th.
Seriously.

Dear stranger by the name of Ann Tan Hui Ping,
Congratulations!
You've managed to make yourself the topic before 2010 ends.
Please click,
then you would understand why i chose her as "the stranger"
Alright, so who's the hypocrite now?
Are you trying to gain fame and popularity?
Or are you trying to compete with a deceased to see who managed to clinch
the "most clicks" award?
In my own personal view,
Even if you don't know anything about the slashing incident,
I would really keep my mouth shut and keep the comments to myself.
When people just lost their dear ones,
what good will it do to you to add salt on other's wounds?
Or do you need to get a taste of losing someone, then you will start to empathise?
Because i totally see no sympathy in you.
As onlookers, we may not possibly know what exactly happened.
But aren't you an onlooker as well?

Are Singaporeans nowadays so eager to get the limelight on them?
Or are they just tired of their mundane life?

Dear dreams,
Is your evil twin called hope?
The more you hope for, the harder you fall.
But dreams, you prolly can't survive without them.
So yea, can you stop making my life tough?
I dreamed a dream, then a woke up,
nothing but a nightmare.
Pathetic much?
You can be a sweet dream, or a beautiful nightmare...
Okay, i digressed too much.
But well,
I dream to have a perfect life.
That includes a perfect family, friendship, relationship, blah.
But apparently, life wouldn't be smooth sailing.
So here comes the twin.
After you dream, you hope that your dreams will come true.
Then you start pinning hopeless hopes, then tadaaa.
You become a hopeless case.
Welcome to the hopeless-world with me!
I shall be your tour guide.

And of course, after you enter this hopeless-world,
you will think that everything is hopeless, and start being timid,
lost confidence in everything, and start building walls.

Can we survive without dreams?

Dear sis,
have you any idea how irritating you are?
Sometimes, i just hope i can slapppp you.
Cos you're soooo irritating x1000, annoying x 10000
Butttt,
You have your good points too.
Let me think, at least you can be ordered around and you can help
me with things that i'm lazy to do. :D
You wanna beat me in PSLE? Come one man.
I'm readyyyy. ^^